Friday, September 28, 2007 '
*testing!!!*
Man!! Have not been updating my blog! haha... Hmmz... Busy busy busy!! Gosh!! Time passed like so fast!! Now is in the month of Oct!! Hmmz.. Just had 2 very major event in my zone!? haha.. Yes.. Oh, before i forget, i want to say!! God is SERIOUSLY testing me!! haha.. Today, was in my office, super determine to leave my office on the dot! So sms my god dad again, and ask for a ride to train station. In my heart, i was so worried, i mean i dont know what kind of 'shocked' I'll be receiving from God.. Anyway, so came down from office while waiting for my daddy, i was talking to Jean, and it so happened that my daddy was going to Red Hill, then Jean was then suggesting, take his car go redhill faster.. So out of convenience, i decided to take his car to redhill. Then!! Argh!! God is really testing me k!! There was a traffic jam!! and it was jam for like 1/2 hr!! Man!! If i dont take his car, i could have reach on time!! Then, right in my heart, i knew that God was testing me! FAint! haha..
We had a combined CG meeting. At Riverwalk!! Man, i don't know is it that we don't have such meeting for quite a while, it was so different! Hmmz.. I guess the whole entire meeting was good! But the best part is the video! Edmund was just preaching on being thankful for people around you and how to be a REAL person!! Man! It was good!! And they did a video, how to appreciate people around you.. As the year is coming to an end, it's time to think who are the people we need to start to appreciate and thank them!! Man!! I have a long list !! Gosh!! Shall start to think before thanksgiving comes! hehe
We had a combined CG meeting. At Riverwalk!! Man, i don't know is it that we don't have such meeting for quite a while, it was so different! Hmmz.. I guess the whole entire meeting was good! But the best part is the video! Edmund was just preaching on being thankful for people around you and how to be a REAL person!! Man! It was good!! And they did a video, how to appreciate people around you.. As the year is coming to an end, it's time to think who are the people we need to start to appreciate and thank them!! Man!! I have a long list !! Gosh!! Shall start to think before thanksgiving comes! hehe
Wednesday, September 26, 2007 '
STEP OUT
John 5: 2-16
Now there is in Jerusalem by the Sheep Gate a pool, which is called in Hebrew, Bethesda, having five porches.
In these lay a great multitude of sick people, blind, lame, paralyzed, waiting for the moving of the water.
For an angel went down at a certain time into the pool and stirred up the water; then whoever stepped in first, after the stirring of the water, was made well of whatever disease he had.
Now a certain man was there who had an infirmity thirty-eight years.
When Jesus saw him lying there, and knew that he already had been in that condition a long time, He said to him, "Do you want to be made well?"
The sick man answered Him, "Sir, I have no man to put me into the pool when the water is stirred up; but while I am coming, another steps down before me."
Jesus said to him, "Rise, take up your bed and walk."
And immediately the man was made well, took up his bed, and walked. And that day was the Sabbath.
The Jews therefore said to him who was cured, "It is the Sabbath; it is not lawful for you to carry your bed."
He answered them, "He who made me well said to me, 'Take up your bed and walk.'"
Then they asked him, "Who is the Man who said to you, 'Take up your bed and walk'?"
But the one who was healed did not know who it was, for Jesus had withdrawn, a multitude being in that place.
Afterward Jesus found him in the temple, and said to him, "See, you have been made well. Sin no more, lest a worse thing come upon you."
The man departed and told the Jews that it was Jesus who had made him well.
For this reason the Jews persecuted Jesus, and sought to kill Him, because He had done these things on the Sabbath.
This reflected 2 things, the man (paralytic). He was in that particular position for 38YEARS without wanting to move and get healed. Instead giving excuses like he cannot move because he was lame and so on and so forth.. When Jesus said he canbe healed, he doubted Him. And told Jesus that it is the sabbath, he cannot move!!
Man, this just reminded me very much some times a man will always want to be in his own comfort zone. Not moving out of it. Even when someone came to offer his help, he also rejected. Just wanting to lay there forever. Man, this is not how God works! I mean, seeing my own example, you know that God works in a way where people dont understand, But sometimes, it depend on you weather you want to understand or not! I mean i can choose to say that its the devil thats against me! But then again!! I rather thank God about it! Because i know! Its time for me to move on! If i dont move on now! I'll never move!! So i just thank God that there are verses like this in the Bible that reminds us to MOVE ON!!! Step out of your comfort zone!!
Now there is in Jerusalem by the Sheep Gate a pool, which is called in Hebrew, Bethesda, having five porches.
In these lay a great multitude of sick people, blind, lame, paralyzed, waiting for the moving of the water.
For an angel went down at a certain time into the pool and stirred up the water; then whoever stepped in first, after the stirring of the water, was made well of whatever disease he had.
Now a certain man was there who had an infirmity thirty-eight years.
When Jesus saw him lying there, and knew that he already had been in that condition a long time, He said to him, "Do you want to be made well?"
The sick man answered Him, "Sir, I have no man to put me into the pool when the water is stirred up; but while I am coming, another steps down before me."
Jesus said to him, "Rise, take up your bed and walk."
And immediately the man was made well, took up his bed, and walked. And that day was the Sabbath.
The Jews therefore said to him who was cured, "It is the Sabbath; it is not lawful for you to carry your bed."
He answered them, "He who made me well said to me, 'Take up your bed and walk.'"
Then they asked him, "Who is the Man who said to you, 'Take up your bed and walk'?"
But the one who was healed did not know who it was, for Jesus had withdrawn, a multitude being in that place.
Afterward Jesus found him in the temple, and said to him, "See, you have been made well. Sin no more, lest a worse thing come upon you."
The man departed and told the Jews that it was Jesus who had made him well.
For this reason the Jews persecuted Jesus, and sought to kill Him, because He had done these things on the Sabbath.
This reflected 2 things, the man (paralytic). He was in that particular position for 38YEARS without wanting to move and get healed. Instead giving excuses like he cannot move because he was lame and so on and so forth.. When Jesus said he canbe healed, he doubted Him. And told Jesus that it is the sabbath, he cannot move!!
Man, this just reminded me very much some times a man will always want to be in his own comfort zone. Not moving out of it. Even when someone came to offer his help, he also rejected. Just wanting to lay there forever. Man, this is not how God works! I mean, seeing my own example, you know that God works in a way where people dont understand, But sometimes, it depend on you weather you want to understand or not! I mean i can choose to say that its the devil thats against me! But then again!! I rather thank God about it! Because i know! Its time for me to move on! If i dont move on now! I'll never move!! So i just thank God that there are verses like this in the Bible that reminds us to MOVE ON!!! Step out of your comfort zone!!
Tuesday, September 25, 2007 '
Stepping out of my comfort zone!!
Man!! I just cannot imagine!! How God wants to teach you some stuff in a different way!! hAaha.. Okay, let me just share with you how God teach me to step out of my comfort zone!!
Yesterday, i was suppose to have meeting at Central, is like at Clarke Quay.. So i thouht i can hitch a ride from my goddad.. Then after a few smses, i realise that he is not heading there after work!! But he is heading Vivo!! man!! So he told me he will send me go train station, so in my heart i was thinking to myself that: huh?! I got to travel down from Vivo to Central myself?!! And frankly speaking, i WAS not willing! So finally, its time to go off!! Went to his car, then to my horror!! I then realise he is going home to pick my god-mum first!! And he can only drop me at the train station that is near my office!! I nearly fainted on the spot!! and at that very moment the thought of not attending the meeting came right into my mind!! So after getting off, i was not feeling good!! Its true man! I just felt so ARGH!!!
Then told myself, i gave my word to be there le, so i better get going! Then no choice but took a train down!! And on my way down, i was still feeling horrible, terrible!! And right at the point of time, God said:' Nat, you got to step out of your own comfort zone!! In every aspect of your life!!" I really felt like!! Argh! But yet in my heart i was very convicted! And God's presence was just there, i nearly teared!! So then i 'control' and just quietly Thank God that He was there to remind me...
And today!! I also SMS my god-dad at like 5++pm to ask him if can send my home... Agreed. And i guess he was busy, he only told me like he was ready at like 615pm? But i was long ready!! So when he message like Lets go, i was about to step out of my office door le.. THEN my operation manager was like!! Nat, you leaving le ar? Can help me fax something first?! I was like!! Erm... Okay... So i thought ONLY 1 piece, hurry do, finish in like 3mins!! After everything, he told me hey still got 1 more! I was like! Huh!! Why dont tell me all at 1 go!! Argh!! So i hurry! Send like 8 mins to do! And BEST thing was that i dont have my phone with me. Cannot call or sms to inform... By the time, i'm done, i run down and to realise that my god-dad went off le!! I was hoping mad!! I mean! How can such things happened!! ARgh! And as i was talking to Enyun about other things, i heard the Holy Spirit reminding:' Nat, step out of your comfort zone... And the voice was soft and gentle!! And at that point of time, i was whining to my god-dad... And immediately!! It just came as a revelation!!
I mean in some areas of my life, i have been so comfortable and i really dont want to move. Then when this issue came, it really hit me hard! It just came to tell me that when you want to step out of your comfort zone, its NEVER easy!! Yet you cannot rely on your own strength to do it! You need Him!! Then i mean at that very point of time, i can feel that i'm like crucifying my flesh!! and it was really hurting man!! But as i was telling Enyun about it, i just felt like God is also at work at that point of time, like He never leave me alone to face that 'trial'. I mean even though i was not feeling tha fantastic, but i still feel that God is GOod! haha.. And man!! I just love Him more!!
Yesterday, i was suppose to have meeting at Central, is like at Clarke Quay.. So i thouht i can hitch a ride from my goddad.. Then after a few smses, i realise that he is not heading there after work!! But he is heading Vivo!! man!! So he told me he will send me go train station, so in my heart i was thinking to myself that: huh?! I got to travel down from Vivo to Central myself?!! And frankly speaking, i WAS not willing! So finally, its time to go off!! Went to his car, then to my horror!! I then realise he is going home to pick my god-mum first!! And he can only drop me at the train station that is near my office!! I nearly fainted on the spot!! and at that very moment the thought of not attending the meeting came right into my mind!! So after getting off, i was not feeling good!! Its true man! I just felt so ARGH!!!
Then told myself, i gave my word to be there le, so i better get going! Then no choice but took a train down!! And on my way down, i was still feeling horrible, terrible!! And right at the point of time, God said:' Nat, you got to step out of your own comfort zone!! In every aspect of your life!!" I really felt like!! Argh! But yet in my heart i was very convicted! And God's presence was just there, i nearly teared!! So then i 'control' and just quietly Thank God that He was there to remind me...
And today!! I also SMS my god-dad at like 5++pm to ask him if can send my home... Agreed. And i guess he was busy, he only told me like he was ready at like 615pm? But i was long ready!! So when he message like Lets go, i was about to step out of my office door le.. THEN my operation manager was like!! Nat, you leaving le ar? Can help me fax something first?! I was like!! Erm... Okay... So i thought ONLY 1 piece, hurry do, finish in like 3mins!! After everything, he told me hey still got 1 more! I was like! Huh!! Why dont tell me all at 1 go!! Argh!! So i hurry! Send like 8 mins to do! And BEST thing was that i dont have my phone with me. Cannot call or sms to inform... By the time, i'm done, i run down and to realise that my god-dad went off le!! I was hoping mad!! I mean! How can such things happened!! ARgh! And as i was talking to Enyun about other things, i heard the Holy Spirit reminding:' Nat, step out of your comfort zone... And the voice was soft and gentle!! And at that point of time, i was whining to my god-dad... And immediately!! It just came as a revelation!!
I mean in some areas of my life, i have been so comfortable and i really dont want to move. Then when this issue came, it really hit me hard! It just came to tell me that when you want to step out of your comfort zone, its NEVER easy!! Yet you cannot rely on your own strength to do it! You need Him!! Then i mean at that very point of time, i can feel that i'm like crucifying my flesh!! and it was really hurting man!! But as i was telling Enyun about it, i just felt like God is also at work at that point of time, like He never leave me alone to face that 'trial'. I mean even though i was not feeling tha fantastic, but i still feel that God is GOod! haha.. And man!! I just love Him more!!
Thursday, September 20, 2007 '
ET zone old bird outing!!
Hmmz... Today another dinner outing? This time was to catch up with some ET zone old birds!! hahah.. Ya, met up with Sijia, Aaron, Yiu Loong & Lucas!! Hmmz.. Went to Wisma for dinner... After dinner then hang around, shop around and walk around lo... Nothing much!! And i just came to realize that i know Aaron coming to 8years!!! This year is the seventh year!! Wow!! Can you imagine i actually know him for that long le! Gosh!! Then went slack at starbucks AGAIN!! haha.. Gosh! I'm saw Steph ytd, i met her AGAI?N as well!! hahaha! So coincident sia! Ya! Then just once again, relax and chit chat and a little... Man!! Aaron is leaving like next Thurs!! Sigh, i just wonder are we so used to people come and go now?! As in, going overseas to study?! Hmmz...
Took some pics during the 'outing'.
Sijia & Nat TRYING to act cute!
Aaron, Nat & Jia!!
Man, Somehow we never seems to take enough pictures!! Sigh!!! Goodness!! Shall go sleep le!! No more blogging!! hahahaha
Wednesday, September 19, 2007 '
Hmmz... Just went out for a dinner outing with logis understudies... Hmmz.. It was a good time, a time of sharing and JUST fellowshipping.. Getting to know one another more. I think its good! haha!! Ya.. Met ZhiHua and YongHui at City Hall at like 7pm?! Hmmz.. Then wait for the rest then stroll down to Marina Square foodcourt... The place is just so huge that there are so many corners! ahaha.. Ya.. Then sat there sharing the experiences in Logis... From normal duty to off duty and going to mega-services... Yeah!! IT's just cool!!
Then after hanging around at the foodcourt for a while, we went to starbucks to chill out?! haha.. Yeah!! And it's Karen's treat!! Thank You Karen!! haha.. Sat there to talk till like 1030pm?! Saw Steph and Xiao di as well as Keith!! Hmmz.. yeah!! Sometimes we just need to relax a little and watch the day passed. It can be very good!! Hmmz.. Then took Jeremy's car back! Gosh! Tired!!!
Then after hanging around at the foodcourt for a while, we went to starbucks to chill out?! haha.. Yeah!! And it's Karen's treat!! Thank You Karen!! haha.. Sat there to talk till like 1030pm?! Saw Steph and Xiao di as well as Keith!! Hmmz.. yeah!! Sometimes we just need to relax a little and watch the day passed. It can be very good!! Hmmz.. Then took Jeremy's car back! Gosh! Tired!!!
Tuesday, September 18, 2007 '
team E
Wah!! Times just pass so fast!! During FOP we were still talking about the new team issue, thinking it wont happened so fast. Now with an sms, we were told that Team E is form! Alot of mixed feelings!! haha
Reasons??
Hmmz... Being with this group of ushers for like half a year, just getting to know them better, then we got to go our ways? haha.. I mean, i miss times where they'll call themselves ushers from 4s2c! haha.
Yet on the other hand, i know God has a greater plan for them! Esp, peopls like Liting and the rest! I know that such things dont happened because something got to happened, but because God wants to mould us at a different stage of our life! Thank God! haha..
Words of appreciation!!
Tan LiTing!!!
A leader whom i begin to draw close recently!! haha.. I mean when we started out, though we may be in the same team, doing similar things, but we hardly talk to each other! And even if we talk, its never about ourselves! it's always about the ushers... haha... Now we can talk anything and everything!! I mean, this ministry really build strong relationsip!! And I'm sure this is one of them! Hor?! haha.. Thanks for all the time that you stayed up to finish up the forecast and attandance! ( Trust me!! It's not that easy afterall!!) And of course, time where i feel like rant off my head, she is always the one! Who without fail, will hear all my complaints, happiness, sadness and of course my sianess!! hahaha!! Thanks for all the time man! We may not be in the same team but we are still in the same section and same group! haha.. Not forgetting! You will still help me if i need help in my team!! Right?! hahah... I believe so! Anyway, wrote so much for you, its time to write for others le!! Thanks gal!!
Mikhail Kho!!
Another one who came with me from 4s5! i'm glad to see him grow so much! i mean from a normal usher to a one that capacity has definately enlarged! Mik is also another one that oftens avail himself! I ask him do things for me, he NEVER rejects me!! He always do the best out of it! And many times i'm amazed by him!! haha.. thank mik for all the time and effort given!! Keep growing as you go over to team E! must assist Liting more! And use this chance to draw closer to Him!
Xingyu!!
My new usher! I mean i hardly have him around in team C for more then 3 months! haha.. As if probation sia! hahha.. no la!! But Xing Yu came from far far china to study! MAn, it must be tough on him! But he never shows it to anyone! each time he come for duty, he always carry a smile on his face and on top of that, he always so nice to talk too!! Man, i enjoy talking to him!! haha... do remember to grow more as you move on to a new enviroment! Cause God has a destiny for all of us! And its a different one! I hope as we move on to the next phrase of life, you will be able to experience Him in a greater way! i believe you can!! All the best in your exams!! Jia you!!
Sally!!
She is the beauty queen of CHC!! hahah... Hmmz.. I'm soooo proud to have her in Team C together!! haha.. Yes, and on top of that, she is a Bible School Grad!! So cool right!! A godly beauty queen!! hahha.. Yes!! Sally though i know she is hardly around in the team, but i want to say that her presence meant so much to me as well!! (in fact everyone presence also meant alot to me!!) but i know that even as you move to another moment in life, your walk towards your destiny is getting closer! So i also believe that you will fulfill your dreams one of these days! Keep on keeping on!!
MingLi!!
Another new usher who is also in Team C for like only 4months?! haha... Just not long! Thats all i can remember! And i always remember her as the very on usher! When we approach her to join ministry, man she was so excited! So cool sia!! And though in many areas she does not know what to do and how to do! But i know in Team E, Liting will be a good teacher to her! hahah.. Hmmz!! It will be a good time together with your new group of ushers and friends! So dont stop there! Move on!! you can do it! yes!!
Hmmz.. I as if writing essay?! hahah... Ya!! Just a word of appreciation for my fellow ushers! People who were in the same team as me before! i dont know if we will get together again, but this short period of time is indeed worthwhile! Because in small little ways, you have impacted me! Thanks guys!! in Team E, you all work hard together k!! So is Team C!! yeah!!Shall stop here for a moment, my eyes need the Zzz!! Phew!! Time to date my bed lo!! hahha
Reasons??
Hmmz... Being with this group of ushers for like half a year, just getting to know them better, then we got to go our ways? haha.. I mean, i miss times where they'll call themselves ushers from 4s2c! haha.
Yet on the other hand, i know God has a greater plan for them! Esp, peopls like Liting and the rest! I know that such things dont happened because something got to happened, but because God wants to mould us at a different stage of our life! Thank God! haha..
Words of appreciation!!
Tan LiTing!!!
A leader whom i begin to draw close recently!! haha.. I mean when we started out, though we may be in the same team, doing similar things, but we hardly talk to each other! And even if we talk, its never about ourselves! it's always about the ushers... haha... Now we can talk anything and everything!! I mean, this ministry really build strong relationsip!! And I'm sure this is one of them! Hor?! haha.. Thanks for all the time that you stayed up to finish up the forecast and attandance! ( Trust me!! It's not that easy afterall!!) And of course, time where i feel like rant off my head, she is always the one! Who without fail, will hear all my complaints, happiness, sadness and of course my sianess!! hahaha!! Thanks for all the time man! We may not be in the same team but we are still in the same section and same group! haha.. Not forgetting! You will still help me if i need help in my team!! Right?! hahah... I believe so! Anyway, wrote so much for you, its time to write for others le!! Thanks gal!!
Mikhail Kho!!
Another one who came with me from 4s5! i'm glad to see him grow so much! i mean from a normal usher to a one that capacity has definately enlarged! Mik is also another one that oftens avail himself! I ask him do things for me, he NEVER rejects me!! He always do the best out of it! And many times i'm amazed by him!! haha.. thank mik for all the time and effort given!! Keep growing as you go over to team E! must assist Liting more! And use this chance to draw closer to Him!
Xingyu!!
My new usher! I mean i hardly have him around in team C for more then 3 months! haha.. As if probation sia! hahha.. no la!! But Xing Yu came from far far china to study! MAn, it must be tough on him! But he never shows it to anyone! each time he come for duty, he always carry a smile on his face and on top of that, he always so nice to talk too!! Man, i enjoy talking to him!! haha... do remember to grow more as you move on to a new enviroment! Cause God has a destiny for all of us! And its a different one! I hope as we move on to the next phrase of life, you will be able to experience Him in a greater way! i believe you can!! All the best in your exams!! Jia you!!
Sally!!
She is the beauty queen of CHC!! hahah... Hmmz.. I'm soooo proud to have her in Team C together!! haha.. Yes, and on top of that, she is a Bible School Grad!! So cool right!! A godly beauty queen!! hahha.. Yes!! Sally though i know she is hardly around in the team, but i want to say that her presence meant so much to me as well!! (in fact everyone presence also meant alot to me!!) but i know that even as you move to another moment in life, your walk towards your destiny is getting closer! So i also believe that you will fulfill your dreams one of these days! Keep on keeping on!!
MingLi!!
Another new usher who is also in Team C for like only 4months?! haha... Just not long! Thats all i can remember! And i always remember her as the very on usher! When we approach her to join ministry, man she was so excited! So cool sia!! And though in many areas she does not know what to do and how to do! But i know in Team E, Liting will be a good teacher to her! hahah.. Hmmz!! It will be a good time together with your new group of ushers and friends! So dont stop there! Move on!! you can do it! yes!!
Hmmz.. I as if writing essay?! hahah... Ya!! Just a word of appreciation for my fellow ushers! People who were in the same team as me before! i dont know if we will get together again, but this short period of time is indeed worthwhile! Because in small little ways, you have impacted me! Thanks guys!! in Team E, you all work hard together k!! So is Team C!! yeah!!Shall stop here for a moment, my eyes need the Zzz!! Phew!! Time to date my bed lo!! hahha
Thursday, September 13, 2007 '
Emoing
Sigh... Just read so many people's blog... Hmmz.. I wonder is it good to be emo?! haha... Or sometimes we are already so used to putting on a front that now you are not used to be emo?! dot dot.. Sigh, i feeling so sianz.. i feel sometimes we have put on that smile so often, we forgotten to take off that fake smile in front of people who can really see the real us... what am i talking about!? haha.. Nvm..
Like so many things to do, no idea where to start with, how to start with and what to start with. I mean work work work... Ministry ministry ministry.. I'm beginning to feel a little weary.. Sigh.. Many times, the thought of just being a normal member will 'slide' into my mind. Thus the thought of giving up the leadership will also 'slide' in.. I mean i want to be in my comfort zone!! But i know i cant! And people always tell me that a leader must self-motivate. Sigh.. Dont know la.. Dont even know what i'm typing... haha.. Ya, read so many blog post, and i just realise that people come and people go. I dont know, somehow we have alot of contacts in our phone, but how many of them are really the ones that we keep in contact with? Or we just have their numbers because we need to? And for all other reasons?! I dont know... sigh
Just feeling emo after reading so many emos blog... Sigh!! I miss the good old times! but i need to move on!! Move on!! Its time to move on! haha.. Yes!!
Like so many things to do, no idea where to start with, how to start with and what to start with. I mean work work work... Ministry ministry ministry.. I'm beginning to feel a little weary.. Sigh.. Many times, the thought of just being a normal member will 'slide' into my mind. Thus the thought of giving up the leadership will also 'slide' in.. I mean i want to be in my comfort zone!! But i know i cant! And people always tell me that a leader must self-motivate. Sigh.. Dont know la.. Dont even know what i'm typing... haha.. Ya, read so many blog post, and i just realise that people come and people go. I dont know, somehow we have alot of contacts in our phone, but how many of them are really the ones that we keep in contact with? Or we just have their numbers because we need to? And for all other reasons?! I dont know... sigh
Just feeling emo after reading so many emos blog... Sigh!! I miss the good old times! but i need to move on!! Move on!! Its time to move on! haha.. Yes!!
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My God is awesome!!
A few verses that the Holy Spirit reminded me when i was doing my QT.
Jeremiah 1:7-8
But the Lord said to me: "Do not say, 'I am a youth' For you shall go to all to whom I send you, And whatever I command you, you shall speak. Do not be afraid of their faces, For I am with you to deliver you," says the Lord.
I was just tell God that people wont listen to me, i'm JUST A YOUTH! But the Holy Spirit always remind us things that we have FORGOTTEN!!! The word of God told us :
2 Timothy 1:7
For God has not given us a Spirit of FEAR, but of POWER and of LOVE and of a SOUND MIND!!
I was just telling God that I'm tired and bla bla bla (For God to know only!! hahaha) Then the Holy Spirit remind me this! Man!! It was like BANG! a knock on my heart!! haha.. Its so solid! And right after that i just want to blog this down!! haha.. I want to share the goodness of God!!
My God is an awesome God!!
Jeremiah 1:7-8
But the Lord said to me: "Do not say, 'I am a youth' For you shall go to all to whom I send you, And whatever I command you, you shall speak. Do not be afraid of their faces, For I am with you to deliver you," says the Lord.
I was just tell God that people wont listen to me, i'm JUST A YOUTH! But the Holy Spirit always remind us things that we have FORGOTTEN!!! The word of God told us :
2 Timothy 1:7
For God has not given us a Spirit of FEAR, but of POWER and of LOVE and of a SOUND MIND!!
I was just telling God that I'm tired and bla bla bla (For God to know only!! hahaha) Then the Holy Spirit remind me this! Man!! It was like BANG! a knock on my heart!! haha.. Its so solid! And right after that i just want to blog this down!! haha.. I want to share the goodness of God!!
My God is an awesome God!!
Tuesday, September 11, 2007 '
Donut!!!
Went to meet Sean and Jean for dinner today! Gosh!! I think this is the first time, i wait till ahem!! hahaha. Got time to do things that i never thought i will do it!! Queuing up for the donut factory!! Man, let me share how 'fun' it was! ahaha...
I took my Andy Daddy's car down to Clark Quay.. So then stroll down to City hall!! And that was already like 645pm!! Jean suppose to meet me at 645pm before we meet up with Sean. Which was at 8pm!! Then she called me and tell me that she just reach home! faint!! So i went to IT mall to check out some stuff before heading down to Raffles City where the super long donuts queue was! Hmmz.. So i decided to check out how long was the queue. looking at the queue, dont find it long. So went to queue up, while i call my sister and told her! In my heart, i was just queuing for fun!! Thinking that i wont get to buy it! hahaha.. faint! Then i started to queue at 730pm!! And by the time it reaches me, it was ONLY740pm!! So which means to say, i queue only for 10mins!! hhaha.. Then bought 2 boxes of donuts!! one of my sis, another for my god-daddy! haha... Take a look at the donuts!! Dont drool ar!! Hahaha
Cool Box right!!
Yum yum!!!
Then just nice, right after i buy, Sean was ready!! But Ms Jean Lew was still stuck some where!! haha... So Sean and myself went to have dinner first!! OH!! Rephrased!! It was me eating only!! Faint!! Then at 9pm!! Jean then called to say she reach le!! Oh man! Nearly fainted on the spot!! hahah.. So we went to Esplanade to see river!! hahaha.. Went there just hang around and talk!! hmmz.. Had a great time with them!! Reach home at 12am!! Man!! I'm dead beat!! Time to sleep!!! hahaha
Monday, September 10, 2007 '
Meals and more meals!!
Man!! Sunday is always a busy day! I feel at least! Hmmz.. Waking up at 5am to prepare for duty!! Reaching Expo at timing where most member JUST woke up!! Which is 7am!! Man!! I think it's getting earlier each time!! haha.. Anyway, was doing Bravo 1 AGAIN!! It's always so different each time i take the zone. Hmmz... I think God is just testing me at different timing!! hahah... Anyway, duty was not as good as i expected. It was just average?! Hmmz...
And today we had a super good speaker!! His name is Nick something something. Sorry dont remember! Hmmz... I felt he had a very good story! I mean, looking at him, you be amazed!! And now i tell myself, if Nick can do it, So can i!! He is without limbs!! Man, and he got the courage to even do things when many people others cant be too bothered about it!
After duty, went to lunch with the SLs, supposed to lunch with logistic... But in the end.. haha.. But it was fun la! i mean, you will want to mix with people that you will want to become at the end of the day. So if i want to be a SL one day, i need to hang around with the SL more! Yes! We went to this restaurant (which i cant remember the name) to eat... Man!! The food.. Ahem.. Pls guess yourself! haha... Then right after we eat(namely Karen and myself as well as Zhen only) we went to NYDC to meet the rest. Suppose to have a so called farewell dinner/lunch with Sean as he is going into NS like soon!! And is real soon! haha.. Then we hang around there with the remaining people till 6?!? Can you imagine!! We were there since 3+!! faint! haha.. Anyway, then after that 'lunch', Eugene asked if i'm interested to go to his place for dinner! And can you imagine, we only had our lunch not long! hhaha.. Anyway, i still went! Cause i want to hang out with my leaders more! Hmmz.. It was so fun!! People who went to his place mostly are the SLs!! Then we had steamboat!! Man, Beatrice can really prepare!! And i finally can see the difference between pork and chicken!! wow!! Amazed ma?! hahaha.. i think i sot le! faint! Anyway, stayed ay Eugene's place till 11+ before jeremy send us back (namely Jennifer Lee and myself!!) hahaha.. Yes!! Thanks to Eugene and Beatrice for the dinner man!! So cool! And i just realize i had spend alot of time fellowshipping with my SLs!! hahaha
And today we had a super good speaker!! His name is Nick something something. Sorry dont remember! Hmmz... I felt he had a very good story! I mean, looking at him, you be amazed!! And now i tell myself, if Nick can do it, So can i!! He is without limbs!! Man, and he got the courage to even do things when many people others cant be too bothered about it!
After duty, went to lunch with the SLs, supposed to lunch with logistic... But in the end.. haha.. But it was fun la! i mean, you will want to mix with people that you will want to become at the end of the day. So if i want to be a SL one day, i need to hang around with the SL more! Yes! We went to this restaurant (which i cant remember the name) to eat... Man!! The food.. Ahem.. Pls guess yourself! haha... Then right after we eat(namely Karen and myself as well as Zhen only) we went to NYDC to meet the rest. Suppose to have a so called farewell dinner/lunch with Sean as he is going into NS like soon!! And is real soon! haha.. Then we hang around there with the remaining people till 6?!? Can you imagine!! We were there since 3+!! faint! haha.. Anyway, then after that 'lunch', Eugene asked if i'm interested to go to his place for dinner! And can you imagine, we only had our lunch not long! hhaha.. Anyway, i still went! Cause i want to hang out with my leaders more! Hmmz.. It was so fun!! People who went to his place mostly are the SLs!! Then we had steamboat!! Man, Beatrice can really prepare!! And i finally can see the difference between pork and chicken!! wow!! Amazed ma?! hahaha.. i think i sot le! faint! Anyway, stayed ay Eugene's place till 11+ before jeremy send us back (namely Jennifer Lee and myself!!) hahaha.. Yes!! Thanks to Eugene and Beatrice for the dinner man!! So cool! And i just realize i had spend alot of time fellowshipping with my SLs!! hahaha
Wednesday, September 05, 2007 '
dont know!!
Man!! Nowadays, i just feel so tired physically!! I could hardly sit in front of my com for more then 2 hrs!! I mean when i'm at home!!! ARgh!! Half of the time i'll be clearing my emails and reading blogs!! By the time i'm ready to blog, my eyes start to close and ya!! So dots!! haha.. Man, Now when i feel i'm awake, i dont know what to blog!! *faint* Off to bed again, since i cant think of what to blog!! haha.. *nitez*
Tuesday, September 04, 2007 '
Sleep!!
Man!! I'm just so tired nowadays, like so easily feeling like sleeping le!!(dot dot dot... What am i taking about?! Sorry, mind is dying!! ahahah) Not a good habit though!! Hump!! Just came back from ex 4s5 sectin outing! haha.. It was so fun!! Though not alot of people turn up, but i do believe we all enjoyed ourselves! ahaha... Man!! Eyes closing! Shall upload the pics again another time!! Time to go meet Zhou Gong and play chess le!
Sunday, September 02, 2007 '
Finally!!
Man!! I'm so excited to say!! *drumrolllllllllll* I got my CCF cert!! Yeah!! Take a look at my cert!! I find it soo cool that i need to get a frame to frame it up!!
The Cover Page!!
A slight opening!!
The full view!!Man!! Its just soooo cool!! Waited for sooo long and going through quite a bit before receiving this cert!!
hmmz... Today got SOT graduation!! Too many people to congrats le!! But looking at them, man, i just want to go SOT soooo much!! Gosh!! Cant wait for my turn to go!! Hmmz... Yup!! And of cos, today is someone very important birthday!! haha.. And this person is none other then WanYun!!! Happy Birthday!! Hope you will like the gift and stuff that we have prepared for you!! Jia you in your coming years!!
After Service, rush off for CGM!! Its a word very in line with Sermon on the mount! Oh! And before i forget, we have officially finish the series on SOTM!! Yes! How to be a true Christian!! Its all starts from now! haha... yes! I think Pastor just have a very great msg!! or rather a great series! Yes! Its exciting! Hmmz...
Went for dinner with my sis!! Gosh!! I didnt know we can eat so much!! *Burp* oppss!!
Alot of plates hor?!! I dont know about you la! But i think it's alot! haha.. FYI.. We ate at sakae at City Hall!! haha.. Then. off to Central, a place where my sis dont know where is it and HOme Sweet home!! So tired!!
Saturday, September 01, 2007 '
dumbness!
Hmmz.. Some dumb thing happened today that i also cannot take it man! Argh! haha.. I shall tell you guys what happened!!
I was working late today, then took cab to work, cos no peak and bla bla bla ma.. So ya. I left my wallet on my table. Was a little busy i guess, which i told myself, put wallet on the table very dangerous. SO why not keep in drawer first. So quite agreed ma. So kep in drawer lor.. Then busy working.. Ended work lo!! My boss say send me out, so left my office without my wallet!! And without me knowing about it! Then reach train station le. Suppose to meet my goddad. So took a cab down to Carpenter street!! And when i was about to reach my destination, THEN i realise i DONT have my wallet with me!!! Argh!!! Then no choice got to U-turn to go Orchard to meet my sister and get my cousin to pay my cab fare for me first! And i only suppose to meet my cousins they all after i had coffee with my god-parents!! But ya.. And when i go down to Orchard, i wanted to go and do mid-night shopping!! But!! Argh!! No wallet!! Super dumb right!! How forgetful i can get! Boo!!
Then was talking with my cousins and just roaming around Orchard for awhile before we have decided to go to Starbucks. The one that is beside Heeren.. It was so crowded la!! Hump!! Went to Heeren, walk around for like 10mins before going back to Starbuck and found a SUPER comfy place to settle down!! We were talking till like 12++ before i actually fall asleep on the couch!! Can you imagine how nice the place is that i can actually sleep for 2+ hours without knowing it! Left that place only at 215AM i guess?!! Man!! Super tired sia!!! Off to bed now!! Need the sleep!! Man!!
I was working late today, then took cab to work, cos no peak and bla bla bla ma.. So ya. I left my wallet on my table. Was a little busy i guess, which i told myself, put wallet on the table very dangerous. SO why not keep in drawer first. So quite agreed ma. So kep in drawer lor.. Then busy working.. Ended work lo!! My boss say send me out, so left my office without my wallet!! And without me knowing about it! Then reach train station le. Suppose to meet my goddad. So took a cab down to Carpenter street!! And when i was about to reach my destination, THEN i realise i DONT have my wallet with me!!! Argh!!! Then no choice got to U-turn to go Orchard to meet my sister and get my cousin to pay my cab fare for me first! And i only suppose to meet my cousins they all after i had coffee with my god-parents!! But ya.. And when i go down to Orchard, i wanted to go and do mid-night shopping!! But!! Argh!! No wallet!! Super dumb right!! How forgetful i can get! Boo!!
Then was talking with my cousins and just roaming around Orchard for awhile before we have decided to go to Starbucks. The one that is beside Heeren.. It was so crowded la!! Hump!! Went to Heeren, walk around for like 10mins before going back to Starbuck and found a SUPER comfy place to settle down!! We were talking till like 12++ before i actually fall asleep on the couch!! Can you imagine how nice the place is that i can actually sleep for 2+ hours without knowing it! Left that place only at 215AM i guess?!! Man!! Super tired sia!!! Off to bed now!! Need the sleep!! Man!!
