What is the things that i want to thank God for ?
- Thank God for sending His one and only Son to die on the cross! So i can live!
- Thank God for giving me a life! I mean if God had never created me and allow me to come this world, i'll never experience the goodness of the earth and the love of God.
- Thank God for giving me a such a perfect family. I mean at least my family is intact. Not broke up or whatever. And that there might be friends that i know had such family, but God is always good, when we have an imperfect family, He show us His love in a More tangible way.
- Thank God for giving me good friends in church, in the world. Many times, people always build a wall, fearing that their friends might just hurt them, betray them in one way or another, but i thank God that all my friends are really good friends. Lending me a listening ear when i needed to complaint, a hug when i needed someone to encourage, a shoulder when i needed to lean on someone to cry on. I really appreciate all these that happened!
- Thank God for saving me. For giving me a new life. Planting me in the house of God, showing me what i can do with the little that i had. God is just so awesome!
- Thank God for the courage to go through my ups and down. I mean really there are times i feel like breaking down and give up what i have, seriously, if anyone ask me, the things that i'm doing at work, at home, in the ministry is it tough? I will tell you that YES!! Its tough! But yet on the other hand, i'll say that Its fun and exciting, because i know that no matter what i go through, He is always there for me! And He always send people to encourage me!
- Thank God for giving me great leaders. Be it in the ministry or whatsoever. Leaders who are always so ready to teach and impart us their skills. I really Thank God for that, so i can move in the ways of my leaders and shine even brighter from Him!
- Thank God for giving me His words! So that when i need to read something thats smoothing to the soul, there the Word of God is! Teaching me, giving me revelations and vision.
- Thank God for giving me the Holy Spirit, guiding me and helping me in my weaknesses. For without the Holy Spirit, i dont think i can serve God well, because it's the Holy Spirit that teaches me all things!
- Thank God for simply loving me!
Hmmz.. See, i just wrote a list of what i can thank God for! And i mean if i want, i can continue to write. But decided to stop, otherwise it will be no end man! Ahha.. Ya, i think there are just so many things that one person can Thank for! At least 1 thing out of that 10 bad thing right! hahah
Anyway, this morning, i just had a short chat with Huiming, my current SL, hmmz.. I think she is very different from ShuZhen. Ya, different leader works differently! Haha.. AMen! Had a talk about the new team that i'm taking over! Thank God! Haha.. Though when i look through the list, i was like, sigh.. So different from my previous team. And i remember telling Ming that this team is a challenge to me. Because my ex team, they are many people's dream's team. I cannot believe this came out of my mouth!! HAha.. Ya, to me, i think it's one of the best team that anyone would want to take!! And i really love them! Looking back at my old team, i told Ming that i need to step out of my comfort zone. I need to stretch myself once again. It may seems like God!! So much things! So difficult! But i know, i can do it!! Through Christ Who strengthen me!! Amen! Yes! Today, got to call up my team! My new team!
Hmmz... Anyway, had my logis duty, dont feel that i'm on form, so many things on my mind, JW, Team, Section and bla bla bla. And people got to remind me what to do at what point of the time!! Man!! This is BAD!!
Anyway, after i close shop, we took Weng's car down to Jurong west. Did little touch up here and there a bit. Then had our training, i guess it was a good one for many of us who did not serve in Jurong West before or rather we have grown 'rusty' of our skill in Jurong there le. Thanks to our trainers, namely, Eugene, Weng, Jeremy, Alan & RJ!! I believe if not for them to poke our memories, we'll not know how to be a GOOD usher or even a GOOD Log personnels there!! HAha..
After training, all of us were hungry and tired!! Went to best coffee shop for our brunch, lunch and dinner or whatever! haha.. Hmmz... Had a great time fellowshipping together as a department with the leaders and all! It was really a good time of bonding! Hmmz.. hope that after the move, we'll still keep in contact!! Yes, i'm pretty sure we will! Amen! hahaah.. I think i might be happY, no more Alan to SUAN me!! haha. No la, i think i'll miss his teaching though!! haha.. And of cos the rest of them, like Grace, Pinde, Yonghui as well as Leticia, Jasmine and michelle!! hahaha
Though when i reach home, i do feel a little tired physically tired, but i'm VERY excited for all thats about to happen! My spirit is just so stirred up!! Haha.. I mean i really Thank God for giving me the chance to participate in this whole planning! I'm looking real forward to Christmas!! Able to participate as a logis and things like this!! It's sooo fun!! haha.. And on top of that, it really improve my 'C'ness man!! Haha.. of cos all these credit goes to those who PUSH and HUSH me for all the admin an d stuffs!! I never thought i can do such things man!!! Frankly speaking, i feel i'm not C at all!! Ya, but after this!! Haha.. Change man! hmmz... Yeah!! Alright got to get down to work now!
Hmmz.. Always just wanna say PHEW! The planning of shift to JW is more or less done! Thanks to those who worked very hard for it! Namely all the LPs!! Giving us the support we needed!! ahha.. Hmmz.. Yeah, i guess esp yong hui who needs to do so much in the mist of his project submission!! HAhaah.. Xin ku le!
Looking so forward to our Christmas!! This year, we are really stretching our faith as a church!! Having 7 services in total at 2 different locations!! Will update the details again, but dont you think its exciting!! To think about it, its time for me to do more shopping, start writing more cards before i dont get the time and got to burn midnight oil to finish all of it! hahaha.. Yeah!!
Alright, shall sleep now!! Got CG later on man!! Woho! It's has been quite a while since i join my CG man!! Haha.. Off i go!!
Hmmz.. though my poor little toe was still very swollen, but i still went ahead with serving. Its so weird if you dont serve right. haha.. Ya, i think so. Anyway, was allocated to be Eugene's runner, which is 94 alpha runner. It was so cool! THough in the meeting, he told everyone that he got a 'bai kar' runner! Argh!! ahaha.. But today, i had a very big picture of running the hall, and containing the things given. Frankly speaking, if ask me how is it? I will say its solid la! haha. Or rather i think its a little too much for me to contain.. Anyway during service, when Pst Phil was doing the paintng, i was at logis talking to my CU and ACU. Man, i tell you, they are the coolest people!! haha.. I mean they are so zai! Hmmz.. Then today, my 'boss' = 94 alpha gave me a super challenging task!! I've have never do attendance before, so today he asked me do!! Man!! I nearly fainted! haha.. Thank God for Juan Juan and Xue li. Who taught me how to use the excel and format. Though i took a very long time, but manage to do it out! Haha.. After service, or rather after doing the attendance, another bomb came to me. Shu Zhen came and say that she wants to talk to me. So went out and talk to her,
Guess what!!
She told me that i'm transferring to another section!! I mean i'm going back to 4S5!! Hmmz.. Dont know if i'm suppose to be happy or what. It was kind of mixed feelings. Sigh.. Ya, and really, i love 4S2C! I love 4S2! Though 4S5 was my first section that gave me lots of opportunity, but it was in 4S2 that i grow alot! I dont wanna go, but i remember asking God once, why i always see people come and go? Why not me? Now, its my turn, and i dont really like that type of feeling! God! hmmz.. though i got 3 of them going over to Jurong, but still i know that you are my sheep! haha TO my beloved team:
Changyan,
I think of all, you are the one that have the most responsibility in the ministry, like involved in Logistic and stuffs, but boy, you know that its time for you to grow up, and in fact rise up to another level!! Enlarge your tends. Enlarge your capacity!! Do more while you are yet young!! Keep that fire burning!! You can de!!
Benny,
Though you are also going over to Jurong west. Many times i called you, you are either busy on the com playing or just keeping quiet, but i always remember what you once told me that you enjoy ministry, it was fun! hahaha.. It just touches my heart so much! Now that when you go over to Jurong west, keep on serving as much as you can! And meanwhile enjoy while you are yet young!! Next year keep on keeping on!!
Stanley,
Hmmz... Stanley, you joined the ministry the same time as Benny, and many times i feel that i dont know how to talk to you all, cos it was like age gap!! But thank God, you are so open to me! Shared so much with me and let me part of your growing life! Thanks!! Remember what i told you, even you may go over to Jurong West, if you face any prob there, i'm always here!! Just a call away. :)
JiaWen,
You are one of the ones that hardly around, sob, because of exams and family. I know you are very busy, but dont be too busy that you forgotten to serve Him! :) Gal, now that exams are over, try to make time for the ministry.. Because its a fun place to be at! You know, God has a call for all of us. So fulfil that call in your life k!
Gek Peng,
Hmmz.. I know you are going over to JW, and thanks for all the help that you have rendered during this period of time! man, not for you, i doubt i can cope, but once again, like many times that i have told you, you are going over for a great purpose and a great calling to fulfil! So go there, overcome the land, and rise up to the next level! Do more things for Him, at the same time, balance out k!! Keep on burning for Him!
Kendrick,
Hey Ken, Thanks for being part of my life!! I always remember calling you will talk up to 1-2hrs type de!! Cause you will share so much with me. Thanks! You know sometimes though your sharing, i receive revelations and things like this, Thank God for it! Now that you have come up to another level, i really wanna see you rise up in wherever God has called you to be in! So keep on serving Him, Remember, YL as your role model, so you must be like her! haha!
Sarah,
Hey gal, another one in my team who always talk lame jokes with me!! Faint! haha.. thanks for your cold jokes!! haha.. Its has already freeze me!! So next time, pls come and tell me more cold joke k!! haha.. Yes, so in all things, remember to keep serving Him! I'm glad to see you availing yourself to serve so much! jia you! I pray that you will continue to enjoy the ministry. :)
Alson Qua!!
Haha.. One of those that also tell me rubbish all the time!! But Thanks for doing that! Haha... Hmmz.. Alson, i know that you are trying to rise up in Cg, but i really hope to see you more often in the section! I mean in the team first! Now i'm no longer in this team, i really hope to see all of you taking ownership of the team! This is your team! Just like your CG! So ya! Do that k! haha.. Keeping on doing what you are called to do!! Fulfil your calling!
To the Leaders in the section:
ShuZhen,
Thanks for giving me so much opportunity to rise up and serve! Thanks for teaching me so much, how to be a better leader, a better friend and a better usher! of cos not to forget how to be a better child of God! Thanks! I will always remember this thing that you told me before 'loving the unlovable'. if not for this, this day, i think i'll still be a lousy leader! You taught me so much! Thanks for sowing into my life! :)
Ray:
Haha.. Are you happy or sad for me to go?! hmmz.. Cos no one in the section will argue with you le! Haha.. Anyway, I know there are times we had alot of arguements and alot of things we dont see eye to eye, but still i wanna thank you for coming up with so many things in the section, always giving us a new direction to the ushers! Thanks for all your hardwork, now i'm not in the section le. hope you can find someone else to argue with you?! Haha.. Kidding kidding! jia you in leading 4S2!!
Kristal:
hey kris, hmmz.. though you are always so busy, some times there are so much things for you to do, but you always did it so well!! HAHA!!
LiTing,
hey, you know la.Haha. You are the one that always hear me fa lao sao!!haha. You know first the day we take the team to today we each have our own team, you always encourage me so much!! Thanks! Ya, this week you also hear quite a bit though, but nonetheless, thanks! I pray that no matter what, will still keep our friendship going. :)
Enyun,
Hey yun, thanks for being such a solid leader in the section! You are solid la! Always encouraging others de! I always remember that we told you this before, your love is so much!! So overflowing de!! haha.. Anyway, thanks for the love that you have gave on us!
HuiFen,
Fen, we all know that you are always so so so the busy, but yet you always do so many solid things for the section! Esp the birthday cards and stuff! haha.. Thanks! Hmmz.. And not to forget time that you encourage me with words!! Thanks man!!
WanYun,
Haha. You only came to this team and section for like 3 months? and you are leaving us again. But we all know that it's for a good purpose! haha.. Thnks!! Not to forget times that i did not do things, you reminded me and covered me in a sense. Thanks man!! Hope that when you go over to JW and lead a new group, it will also grow and more leaders to rise up!!
In short is i really enjoyed working with all of you, plannings and stuffs. Going for countless meetings and planning countless things! But thanks for moulding me! You guys are the best! hhaha..
And to the section,
Guys, you guys are the future leaders le. So keep on growing and serving Him! Most importantly serve the leaders well!! haha.. Though i'm not in the section BUT i'm still in the same Group!! and same ministry!!
Anyway,
today also 81 BIG day! Or rather we went to The Mind's Cafe for celebration! Man! So fun!! Haha. We had so much laughter with the 'za meng' namely our Eugene, RJ and Alan hong!!! Anyway, pictures to be posted again!! Got to go man!!
Hmmz.. Oh!! I doNT like that doctor!! So unfriendly and also very mean! He actually took a needle and poke at my poor little toe. = the wounds la.. And its painful! And he can still tell me, its doesnt matter!! faint!! Ouch!
Poor little toe! ahaha.. Anyway, wanted him to extend the MC, but then he refused! Sigh! Nevermind, shall make my way to work tom!! Cant imagine, i have not been to my office for 7days!! haha.. And now i'm so like argh to go work!! faint!! Shall resume the Cultural Mandate! haha.. Shall stop here! Rest my little toe now!! = off to sleep!! haha.. Night!
*Opps*
This is my ZHU JIAO!!
Went back to Expo after seeing the doc. Hmmz.. Ya, went back to Expo to meet YongHui for a quick meeting. Haha.. And went back kana suan. Faint!! Told them, cant do Hotel 1 this coming Sunday. Alex Yiu, trying to be funny!! Tell me that he will push me around and run!! Argh! Haha.. Yeah.. But then... Anyway, few words of appreciation to:
Sean:
Thanks for spotting the bleeding! ahah.. Otherwise i wont even bother to take a look. haha.. No la, Thanks for the time of comforting!! Haha.. And of cos your calls and sms!! thanks man!!
Karen:
Thanks for making me sit down and dont move around. Taking that bloody pair of shoe away and clean the wound for me. Your act just reminded me of how Jesus washes His disciples feet! Man, i really salute you for doing that! ahaha.. I mean on top of that, you calm me down in a way despite you also were very kan cheong! Haha.. I still remember you told me like, 'orh dont cry, later give you eat ice cream..' hahaha.. The thought of it make me laugh!! ahhaha.. but it was really great!! Thanks!
Joyce:
Thanks for accompanying me the whole time!! Gosh, you also busied yourself alot! ahha.. From washing that pair of bloody shoe to wheel me hospital and into the clinic and bla bla bla.. Thanks man!!
Jeremy:
Thanks for helping to give advise how to stop the blood flowing and stuff!! Being the medic at that point! HAha.. And of cos, coming down with that wheel chair all the way! Thanks! I mean also thanks for sending me back home!! Gosh!! Cant imagine how to go home if i'm alone!!
PeiXiong
Thanks for making me laugh when the whole time i'm crying!! Lending me that hand to grab! haha.. Your joke was cold enough to make me cry and laugh at the same time! haha...
80:
Bro Alex, Thanks for comming over the net and announce to the whole world for me!! haha.. That i get a free Lexus ride, A Lexus that dropped the L. HAha.. Thanks for taking the trouble to come to the Hospital and pick me and go around looking for a clinic that can treat that poor little toe. Not to forget, you wheel me out of the clinic!! haha.. *Honored* and of cos! Your joke in logistic room was also not bad. cry and laugh at the same time! haha.. Thanks for being such a great CU!!
Eugene:
Gene!! I'm still very sorry for dropping your laptop!! I'm really feeling very bad over it! Argh!! But thanks for that sentence: The laptop is a small issue, you are the main concern. Something like that! I cant help but really feeling bad!! Sorry!! But, thanks for your great concern, your smses and phone calls!! And of cos giving me chance still to take part in the planning of JW! haha.. I mean really thank you!! Love ya lots man!! hahah
81:
81, though you hardly speak a word, but from the look that i receive when i reach Expo, was really warm! ahah.. I mean it was blessed to have so many CUs concern!! ahah.. Thanks for your few words, enough to make me feel very blessed!!
HuiMing jie: thanks for calling me in the morning to find out how's the poor little toe!!
Rach, Ray, Van: Thanks for calling and smsing! Ray thanks for accompanying me out and getting people out of the way so that the wheelchair and move out!! And rach & van for your calls and sms. It has really touched me alot!!
Aaron: Thanks for making the U-turn back to hall 8. Saw you leaving and you came to wheel me back into the hall and stay around for a while!! Thanks man!! Haha..
Jo-ann: Jo-ann, i'm just so touched by you!! Cos its that first time that i know you and serve with you. But you really touched me!!! Because of your that ONE sms!! You asked me to take care and stuffs!! Thanks Gal!!
Andy Daddy:
Thanks for making that effort to drive down to my place here and pick me up to go see the doctor again. Thanks daddy. haha..
To all LPs:
Guys, thanks man! I mean i was so touched when so many of you bothered to call, find out.. Help me to get things done.. Like YongHui, for a moment he needs to handle all the Physical arrangement things for Tue and Wed when i'm suppose to be there. But he took over. Tze Hua, Pinde, Alan, Wanxiu, Changyan, Gaius, yongWei haiya, to all those who knows what happened and really sms me and stuffs, thanks guys!! You guys are just awesome!! And this whole event just make me realised that logistic may be a busy dept, a stressful dept where so much things are under our care, but the most important thing is you cared most for one another! And you really go all way out for that one person!! For that, i can only say, i love the LPs!! Thanks!!!
To leaders:
SLs like QingNi, Jasmine Tan, Juan Juan, Lawrence, Alex Yiu, PengBoon, Yao Guang, RenJie and etc... Thanks for the concern!! Haha.. :)
And of cos to all those who called, sms and stayed back at Expo to find out whats the outcome, you guys really make my day! I mean though i'm in great pain. But all your care and concern really carry me though.. Few names that i remember who called: Birdy, nicole, Jason, Gordon, Joseph, Simon, Raymond, Darren, Samuel. And to everyone who came to msn, sms and stuffs!! You guys are just too wonderful!
From this experience, though not a very good one, but it really shows me who are the one who really bothers and care for you. I mean, like in times of need, who are there to lend you a helping hand?! Haha.. Thanks man!! And for those who got to take so much trouble, i'm sorry!! Thanks once!! And frankly speaking, i'm very amazed a CU like 80 can actually go that extra mile to pick me up. Tell me things that make me laugh. I'm so proud to have him as CU! Not to forget the rest!! Thanks guys once again!!
And i think i'm typing way too slow man! Took me 7hours to finish this whole post!! FainT!! Argh!! An update of my little toe now! haha..
*Poor Little toe*
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Twice the size of my normal toe!!
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My Straight hair!!!
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Nice?!
Anyway, think i did not take much pic.. Or rather took quite a bit..but they cant be seen!! haha.. Shall end here.. Yawns!! Sleepy now!!
Went shopping. Did not get anything much though. And this explains why i'm home early, nothing to do, so decided to BLOG!! I've not been home early for a long long long time! Yes, i just enjoy staying at home!! But that is if nobody is at home!! PEACE! haha.. Hmmz..
Was reading blogs and happened to saw the link from my ZS's blog. PSt Kong was on the TV programme of Benny Hinn's Ministry. Hmmz.. Went to watch. He shared about our church. How we were on fire, the time when revival was just so easy. The hard time of soul winning.... He shared about the revival and the vision of the church. Though i have heard that story for like so many times (till i can anticipate what will happen next) but it just make feel that i'm so privilege to be in this great church! and what God is doing in this church!
I remember that Pst Kong emphasise alot on Loving God WHOLE-HEARTEDLY, Loving people FERVENTLY! And so i was so stirred once again. I mean i know about it, heard about it, but am i putting enough effort to work on the latter. I really dont know. Sometimes i feel i do put in alot of effort. But is it good enough for God? Or it could be better?! Hmmz.. This just sets me thinking also. And as Pst was also talking about winning souls, am i winning people? Or?! Winning SOULS at ANY COST!! That was the tag line in Benny Hinn's ministry. It was really solid! Finding a need to meet and a hurt to heal... This sound familar right?! Haha... Yes! Of cos! I'm gonna start to win souls!! not one but many. Yes! I'll do just that! Haha..
I'm now so sleepy.. Though its still early! My alarm is a little cranky nowadays.. Sigh!! Save me from my crankyness pls!! haha.. Gonna get some sleep before i dose off in front of my com!! I pray i wont wake up at 6am in the morning! haha..
Duty was fun man!! haha.. I mean i seriously cant imagine that from hotel 1, i went to do traffic, and at the same time, i got to watch over internal.. Though both are traffic, BUT!! Got diff la!! haha.. One is got to standby lay chair type. Stress yet exciting type! The latter is meeting people and do lots of greeting!
Anyway, i remember that Eugene had a challenge for me, was to do both at the same time. It was a VERY stretching experience!! I mean i got to take charge of the flow outside, at the same time mind the hall capacity. Phew!! Thank God! But i can say that it was really fun!! haha..
Then did traffic again after service! Cos Zhen went in for some things... nothing much though!! hahaha... but really i Thank God for GOOD duty!! I mean in the mist of duty, i remember that we are suppose to submit our pledge card, which frankly speaking, its very hard for one to concenstrate when you are on the net. But God just work in ways we never thought about it... I could felt that at that very moment, my faith was being tested. I mean i wanted to step bachuhuhk and not participate. But then, i could felt God stretching my heart!! It just challenge me to HAVE FAITH!! Thats the most important thing in the entire Arise and Build! haha..
The thing i like Arise and Build most is when we really gave God our everything! In financial, in many aspect. And many times we are also very challenged in our FAith!! And i remember that when we are about to put that card into that buket, man!! You'll feel that stretch!! And tears just start to swell up in my eyes, because IT IS A SACRIFICE!! hahaha.. Yes.. And so. i think it really meant alot to me! Sigh!! God! Bless me! ya! haha..
Anyway, went home abt 4++ after settling all the logis issues. Gosh!! Can imagine!! I slept from 7-7 AGAIN!! I cant believe i'm actually that tired! Phew! Gosh!! Sleep!! I'm lacking of SLEEP!! haha.. Anyway, to conclude my day is, i got more things to learn as traffic, as hotel 1 and as a leader! Yet at the same time, i just love what i'm doing!
Cool man!! Wohoo!! Thats the thing about our ZS!! haaha And his is always so up to date!!! Love him sooo much!! I mean to think back he is one of those that has sowed ALOT into my life!! He was there with me when i have my ups ans downs!! And he leave me alone! i will always remember his smses that encourages me so much! man!! Thanks Bro Edmund!
I remember i was reading a book once that talks about spiritual father by Robb Thomson, and Bro Edmund name appeared right in my mind. The point was something a spiritual father will never leave his children alone, he will give up his ministry in order to make his children one a right one. and i was so reminded of Bro Edmund!! Man!! He is just so wonderful la! and i'm so proud to be in ET zone!! The coolest zone ever been!!
