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Saturday, December 01, 2007 '

Today my day is just so wrong!! aRgh!! Went to work, i was early! So much earlier, thought the day gonna be good! But i was very wrong man! Today is so call beginning of the month (for me) so it was really busy! And the BUSY is really argh!! I was all alone in the office handling whatever that suppose to be handled by 2 persons! And the very frustrating thing was nobody BOTHERS to OFFER their help!! CAn you imagine!?! When you are super desperate for help and nobody gives you a damn! Argh!! I seriously cant! Hmmz.. Anyway, ya, so i was so busy till i got to EAt and work at the same time! Worse still, people knows yet it seems like i deserve it! Argh!! When i saw that expression, i really nearly broke down!
And the thing was everyone gets to step out of that crazy 4walls (Office) while i got to stay in and face that cold block of wall! During lunch!! Best thing, knowing that i'm all alone, someone should stay behind and help, but that someone went out for a 3 hours lunch break, which i nearly cried out!! Argh!! Can someone save me of my frustrations!! Then when that someone came back, that someone didnt even bother to help as well!! That someone went to do something which i seriously dont think it's important at all! And end of the day, people said that this is a training for me! Come on! Training, i think its more like excuses then anything lor! Argh! That someone also then very on the dot leaves the office! Oh my gosh! I nearly went crazy!!

that was my anger, but there are so many disappointments that happened as well. But sigh.. I think God is just moulding me! When you love someone so much and you had a relatively high expectations of those people, when they dont meet your expectations, you feel hurt, angry, frustrated & a little sense of lost. Do you?! I dont know, but it was for me.. Something happened at the end of the day, which i thought it really disappoint me abit. But yet to think back, did i expect too much? And in the first place, does that person needs to meet my expectation? Hmm.. I mean, i seriously dont think so. but i always believe that no matter how busy you are, you'll still make time out for your loved ones right? Or even your friends? Hmmz.. I guess today is just so not right.

Then anyway, was so frustrated, went to Orchard and look for my sis. Wanted to go mind's cafe for dinner, but my legs were hurting after long-standing and walking, decided to just settle down in any cafe and eat. BUT the prob is most of the cafe and restaurant was so pack and the queue was super long, i gave up, wanted to just settle down at any foodcourt, but my sis was a little unwilling, so decided to walk down a little further to Cine and eat. Since my leg was already hurting, might as well let it hurt a little more. So went down. Then to realise that Hongkong cafe was also full but was better compared to other places! Argh! So decided to just settle down there! And i just wonder, devil hated me so much that i cant even have a peaceful dinneR!! Argh!! Cant imagine that!
something bad happen as well! Argh!! ROAR! While i was queuing for a seat, there were people behind me as well. Then at first i was asked if i wanted to share seats, which i was not willing at all, i rejected that seat. So we told the waitress that we rather wait for a sofa seat. I'm sorry, but my sis and i are just that fussy. Haha.. So went back to the queue and waited. the next thing i saw was a couple behind us got the sofa seat before us! Man, i think the poor manager was just so unlucky to meet me today! I was in a horrible terrible mood and such thing got to happen! I'm sorry, but i just need to explode, so i told the manager, how come i'm not given that seat when i was here earlier! The lady could not give me an answer, and i was just so angry till no words could come out of my mouth! Then finally, calm myself down, i asked the manager' how could you compensate me of my time lost?'
The 2 managers got a shock, does not know how to answer, it was not the answer that i wanted. But yet i cant do much! So she said that erm.. Dont be angry, i'll give you a 10% discount later. I was like, THis IS NOT WHAT I WANT TO HEAR! I told my sis, i wanted to ask them to give me a answer that i'll be happy. But.. Ya, then after half hour of waiting! Finally, got the seat i wanted! Argh! Went ahead to order food! Super famished! And again!! My sis food was a wrong order!! ARgh!! I seriously cannot imagine how many bad things got to happen in one day man! Then i told my sis, i give up, lets just eat whatever we are given!

After dinner, we decided to go to Heeren and shop about. Bought 2 pieces of clothes from Skin!! Haha.. Love it! And the price was NICE as well!! Yeah!! Thanks to Deb who were so patience in serving!! haha..
Then came back, my dad said get some food back, my sis decided to buy mac back, and i told my sis that change the items. And i just really nearly fainted right on the spot! When we were at the busstop that she did not change, reason? She did not hear! argh!! Just cant imagine it!!

Anyway, Thank God for the 10% discount afterall and of cos my shopping!! Though my mood was not that fantastic, but still thank God, it was Him who created all these for me! Sigh.. Just cant imagine, got to sleep now! Update again!

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Natalie Tay
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was born on 24 Dec 1989
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1. ~~My Taiwan Trip~~ claimed on May 18-25 2008
2. Go KL Emerge or mission in Taiwan or Indonesia
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7 .A personal digital cam
8. More Ed Hardy OR Skin!!
9. A new FORMAL Blazer!!!
10.More Shoes!! High Heels & Wedges all are welcome! Size 5
11.~~A New Wallet!!~~Thanks Clara!
12.~~A Bright Bag!~~Thanks EG, eugene & bea!
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