Saturday, April 28, 2007 '
*Whining*
Hmmz... Have been so busy busy.. Erm.. With what? I also don't know. Some how don't feel that time is enough, anyway, had a very good week. Hmm...
Just had a thought, i mean i just realize that as we grow more and do more things, Expectation are so much higher! Hmm... Sometimes this expectation are good. But sometimes, it's a little pressurising. I mean, am i too caught with so many things that i overlook or choose not to look at the expectations? Hmmz.. I also dont know but i really want to do the best i know! I need Him! I need His wisdom! His everything! *God help me!* I need His strength! Anyway, i just want to whine! haha... Yeah!
Just had a thought, i mean i just realize that as we grow more and do more things, Expectation are so much higher! Hmm... Sometimes this expectation are good. But sometimes, it's a little pressurising. I mean, am i too caught with so many things that i overlook or choose not to look at the expectations? Hmmz.. I also dont know but i really want to do the best i know! I need Him! I need His wisdom! His everything! *God help me!* I need His strength! Anyway, i just want to whine! haha... Yeah!
Friday, April 27, 2007 '
God's Hand
Argh!! Know, God is just so cute! haha.. Sometimes i wonder God is just testing me or? Wants me to make a decision... Anyway, God not easy! But i shall leave into His hands!
Friday, April 20, 2007 '
Friendship
Was just reading someone's blog about friends. Finding true friends. Hmmz... How much does friends mean to us? I dont know about others, but i know it mean ALOT to me! I can do anything and everything for you, as long as it is within my limit, i will do. I may be angry at you at times, but pls know that i'm one who will forget and forgive very fast de! I seriously dont know who i have offended but i know that if you have offended and hurt me in some ways, pls know that you have long been forgiven! :) And i just felt that i have a lot of GOOD and BEST friends! Thank God for all this people!
I know that some people will just come and tell me that, what are friends? Friends are to be used! Erm.. Seriously, i'm upset by what these people said, you are just trying to tell me that you are using me as well.. But as long as i dont treat you that way can le.. hahah. But then people will just come up to me and tell me that, what are friends? They just make use of me and end of the day kick me aside. Are this consider TRUE friends? When i treated them as my BEST friends of all, this is what i receive? This is what i get? You know, all i can say is that God might be testing y ou in the area of friendships. He might just want to see if you still can trust Him to give you BETTER friends! Or BESTEST friends. whatever it may be, to people who have lost hope in friendship, dont give up yet! You never know that God has better friends right behind you! We may be hurt or angered, but leave it ALL up to HIm! Who knows how to deal with all our unhappiness!! This is all i can say! And it is just a passing thought of my mind! hehe...
I know that some people will just come and tell me that, what are friends? Friends are to be used! Erm.. Seriously, i'm upset by what these people said, you are just trying to tell me that you are using me as well.. But as long as i dont treat you that way can le.. hahah. But then people will just come up to me and tell me that, what are friends? They just make use of me and end of the day kick me aside. Are this consider TRUE friends? When i treated them as my BEST friends of all, this is what i receive? This is what i get? You know, all i can say is that God might be testing y ou in the area of friendships. He might just want to see if you still can trust Him to give you BETTER friends! Or BESTEST friends. whatever it may be, to people who have lost hope in friendship, dont give up yet! You never know that God has better friends right behind you! We may be hurt or angered, but leave it ALL up to HIm! Who knows how to deal with all our unhappiness!! This is all i can say! And it is just a passing thought of my mind! hehe...
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Leadership Excellence + Good morning Holy Spirit
Hmmz... Was just reading 2 books from 2 different author. Namely, Rev Phil Pringle= Leadership Excellence and Benny Hinn=Good Morning Holy Spirit. Wow!! I was blown away by this 2 books! Hmmz.. Let me just write down what i 'learn' from Leadership Excellence.
Pastor Phil started the book by telling us that everyone is called into serving the Lord. But not in all things we are called to be leaders. At times we are just to be a follower. Other times, a leader. A leader needs to have alot of knowledge, wisdom and of cos the most important thing, a close relationship with the Holy Spirit. I feel that it was so true! Not everything we are called to be a leader, many times we may by just a follower... A leader needs to first be led by the Holy Spirit! Don't you think it's true. We need to be led in the spirit then we can lead people closer to Him! And we are not perfect. Yes! And i really believe in it!
Good morning Holy Spirit was a different kind of book. It was more about the experience that Rev Benny Hinn had gone through. It was about how he actually know that Holy Spirit and how the Holy Spirit became his best friend! The one and only thing that he had! It was just so awesome! Having such close walk with the Spirit. You just need to invite the Spirit into your life and with that authority given to Him, He will transform you! And the Holy Spirit is NOT a thing! It is a human! He has a personality, emotions and desire for fellowship... So much about the Holy Spirit right... Yes! It just drew me closer to Him and love the Spirit more! More then yesterday! More then just now! hahaha... Yup!! So conclusion is, you need to read both the books!
Pastor Phil started the book by telling us that everyone is called into serving the Lord. But not in all things we are called to be leaders. At times we are just to be a follower. Other times, a leader. A leader needs to have alot of knowledge, wisdom and of cos the most important thing, a close relationship with the Holy Spirit. I feel that it was so true! Not everything we are called to be a leader, many times we may by just a follower... A leader needs to first be led by the Holy Spirit! Don't you think it's true. We need to be led in the spirit then we can lead people closer to Him! And we are not perfect. Yes! And i really believe in it!
Good morning Holy Spirit was a different kind of book. It was more about the experience that Rev Benny Hinn had gone through. It was about how he actually know that Holy Spirit and how the Holy Spirit became his best friend! The one and only thing that he had! It was just so awesome! Having such close walk with the Spirit. You just need to invite the Spirit into your life and with that authority given to Him, He will transform you! And the Holy Spirit is NOT a thing! It is a human! He has a personality, emotions and desire for fellowship... So much about the Holy Spirit right... Yes! It just drew me closer to Him and love the Spirit more! More then yesterday! More then just now! hahaha... Yup!! So conclusion is, you need to read both the books!
Tuesday, April 17, 2007 '
Benny Hinn
Wow!! Another big event is over!!! ahahah.. Benny Hinn services are over now! For 3 services i thank God i was there! haha.. Though i did not get to go inside the Hall for the first 2 days, but i believe even as i was standing outside the hall, God was with me! haha... Hmmz.. Let me see, first 2 days i was sdoing external. And guess what, i was at the premier entrance. Where all the sick people are. It was so xin tong to see them lining up to get into the hall.... Oh!! know what!! I fell right in front of the premier entrance on the 1st day!! SO pai sei!!And so many people saw!!Argh!! And now i have 3 big blue black on my knee!!!
CAn see??!! So big right!! On both my knees!! man!! hahah.. Ya. Anyway, i'm amazed by their passion and faith! Though they were sick, yet they came early to queue. Just to get into the hall, many came as early as 11am... Man! Even ushers dont come so early! Gosh!! hahaa.. Anyway, 2nd day i was also doing external with Karen.. It was a good service... I mean i also get to learn alot from Karen.. And know what, the external in SIS is VERY different from Expo!!! haha... 1st time doing external at SIS! haha.. And i'm also amazed by myself! Wearing heels to serve on all 3 days! Standing for more then 10 hours per day!! Gosh!! My poor feet!!
Hmm... And on 3rd day, Thank God that i went into the hall and serve. Serving West Balcony.. With Sijia! Again, it was a good service. The presence of God was there! The Holy Spirit was there! When people were healed! Standing up without their wheelchair!! It was just soooo good! Tears just start to flow! Man!! God's healing power is at work!! haha.. Service was getting longer and longer each day. It was 3 hours for 1st day and 4 hours on 2nd day. 3rd day was 4 and a half Shall stop here for today!!
Tuesday, April 10, 2007 '
Easter
Wow!!! Finally!! 5 services are over!! hahah.. Anyway, i enjoyed serving during this 5 services! Erm... haha.. I mean 4 services! yes!! 1st service, man! there was such a huge crowd!! Our hall could not contain man!! hahaha... Ya!! Anyway, it was a good service! Many lives were touch by the drama! I mean seeing Jesus dying on the cross for our sins. For some things that He did not done, He bear it all.. Hmm... Yes.. With a blink of eyes, all 5 services are over!! hahaha.. For a moment we were all busy preparing for Easter! Now it's over! Thank God! We can now get ready to go for BennyHinn!! To get that touch from heaven!!! Pray for strength!!! haha
Tuesday, April 03, 2007 '
A reason in Season!
Hmmz.. Have not been blogging nowadays.. Getting lesser and lesser things to blog le.. haha.. Anyway, I guess my life is gonna be better from now?? haha..
Anyway, Took a very BIG step of faith by quitting my job! haha.. Hmm.. I wanna work at a better timing and at the same time, serving the Lord! Anyway, i wanted to stay on also de. But no peace of God, then better dont take that risk to go against God... haha.. Hmm.. Thank God for a wonderful family! Thanks mummy for the encouragement! haha.. I mean my mum say it's alright lor, dont work for the time being... haha... Not bad huh! But when sch starts, erm.. I guess i need to work le.. hahha. .Anyway, i want to rot for the next 2 weeks first then go and look for a BETTER job! haha.. Man!! I mean i end my job at the right time. Next week Easter, long weekend, then Benny Hinn.. Thank God, can serve and rest at the same time! hahaha.. ANyway, i always believe that everything happened for a purpose and a reason! God has His reason for everything! hehe
Anyway, Took a very BIG step of faith by quitting my job! haha.. Hmm.. I wanna work at a better timing and at the same time, serving the Lord! Anyway, i wanted to stay on also de. But no peace of God, then better dont take that risk to go against God... haha.. Hmm.. Thank God for a wonderful family! Thanks mummy for the encouragement! haha.. I mean my mum say it's alright lor, dont work for the time being... haha... Not bad huh! But when sch starts, erm.. I guess i need to work le.. hahha. .Anyway, i want to rot for the next 2 weeks first then go and look for a BETTER job! haha.. Man!! I mean i end my job at the right time. Next week Easter, long weekend, then Benny Hinn.. Thank God, can serve and rest at the same time! hahaha.. ANyway, i always believe that everything happened for a purpose and a reason! God has His reason for everything! hehe
