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Thursday, August 30, 2007 '
*hurt*
Oh my goodness!! I'm soooo shock to see such things actually happened!! I dont say shock, but i just dont accept the attitude la.. (Even though it doesnt concern me)

I saw a guy in my neighbouring block, slap his child( i assume)!! And he really shouted so loud (that even 1 street across i can hear) I mean this is so hurtful towards a kid! I dont understand why people want to hurt their kids this way? Is there no other ways to discipline your kid? Or violent is the only resort?! I DONT THINK SO!! Ouch!! I feel so pain on behalf of that person who got slapped! Man, I thank God i dont have such father! Sigh.. How sad people are using the wrong way to train up and discipline their children... Communication is always the key to everything.. But.... Ya.. Just a little thought i want to pen down right after i saw that hurtful scene...



Wednesday, August 29, 2007 '
Cutie Pie
Took this while i was at Church waiting for my BS to start!! Can you see!! Its sooooo Cute!!! Cutie Pie!! hahaha







Tuesday, August 28, 2007 '
busy busy busy!!!!
Man!! I finally understand what is call busy till NO time to EAT!! haha.. Today, my colleague on leave!! And i'm all alone!! Stayed back during lunch time to finish up all the things.. And guess what, i really mand dao tuan tuan zuan!! hahaha.. If you get what i mean.. My boss was so nice! Buy bread back for me because i did not go out for lunch. And i only had 2 mouthfuls of it from the moment he buy back! And guess what, the time i finish the bread was 530PM!! The time he bring back was only 2PM!! Faint!! haha.. but thank God that i was still able to finish everything on time!! PTL!! hahaha...

Anyway, I want to vent my anger at someone... Anyone willing to let me vent?! haha.. Ke lian de liting always hear me complain!! haha.. Thanks gal!! But ya... So argh!! feel like bursting!! Hump!! Sigh... Sometimes i really feel like giving up!! Really! The thought of giving up what i'm doing now!! Not because i dont like but is because i dont see the point in doing.. Sigh.. What am i talking about?! FAint! But really because of someone in some place that cause some problems that make somethings hard for everyone and end of the day, arguements arise!! Sigh!! I dont like.. Sometimes, it's not about our way, but it's all about His way! But why must insist your way when you know that sometimes or rather most of the time it doesnt benefit you!!? I dont know and i dont understand. Sometimes, i rather not know! Seriously, its irritating!! I just argh!! want to rant it out all here!! I mean i really enjoying being with you as a friend... But is it because we are very similar in character that resulted in the situation that we are in OR?!! I dont know, and i cannot understand. And also many times, i'm tired of understanding!! Sigh!! ARgh!!!!!!!



Sunday, August 26, 2007 '
*a new song*
God of my youth I remember
Your call on my life took me O'ER
Your LOVE has seen me THROUGH ALL MY DAYS
I stand here by YOUR GRACE
On this alter I'VE WRITTEN MY LIFE
Tell of the STORY I HAVE WITH YOU
MY LORD
I want THE WORLD to KNOW


GOD OF MY FOREVER
And FOREVER I'M WITH YOU
MY LIFE is SAVED WITH A PRICE
YOUR SACRIFICE
REDEEMED MY SOUL
GOD of MY FOREVER
AND FOREVER I WILL SING
MY GREATEST HONOR WILL ALWAYS BE
TO SERVE MY LORD AND KING


God of MY LIFE I SURRENDER
My HEART FINDS ITS REST IN YOUR WORD
PRAISES WILL NOT be ENOUGH TO SHOW
How my LOVE FOR YOU has grown
NOTHING MATTERS WHEN YOU'RE HERE WITH ME
IN THE END JUST TO HEAR YOU AY 'WELL DONE'
BOWING BEFORE YOUR throne


FOREVER AND EVER
JESUS YOU ALONE IN GLORY REIGN
FOREVER AND EVER
WITH YOU I'LL WALK THIS NARROW WAY

Wow!! This is a new song to me! I mean each time we sing this in church, i'm ALWAYS on duty!! But somehow, God never failed to use little things like this to remind of His goodness!! I mean what somehow captured my attention was that sentence that says 'IN the END just to HEAR YOU SAY 'WELL DONE'. I mean i was busy serving, but it's true that end of the day, we want to please God! Indeed how good can He be!!! Gosh!!

Today's duty was not as good as i kind of expected. I mean i felt that my previous duty might be better then today. But each time i serve, there are alot of things for me to learn! Like today, we need to be sharper on net! And also communicate more! (That's why we are given sets for!) And also we need to learn to anticipate! What is going to happen at which point of time. I mean though today we kind of got big time scolding from 94alpha and 94. But i still feel that it was a good duty! More rooms for improvement! And i think i'm just so impress by what 94 had said during the duty debrief... Are we tired? That's why we are not putting enough effort to ensure things are being done and carried? Or are we kind of complacent that we thought things will just happened and even if we dont do, someone will do it for us. Hmmz... Time to think through again how can we improve ourselves and be recharged! oh!! And i took this pic with Aaron while on duty! haha...






Saturday, August 25, 2007 '
*guilty conscience!!*
Oh no!!!! I feel so guilty conscience!!! I promise my god-dad that i will go for a talk.. And i did not fulfill!! 3 reasons. 1st: forgotten. 2nd: tired (felt asleep beside my com while waiting for the dumb site to load) 3rd: busy

Man!! I feel so so so so so bad!! Argh!! I'm sorry daddy!! Gosh!! Learn 2 things out of this!! Dont promise people if you cant do it!! Cause your word is your bond!! Always deliver what you promise!! Cause then you can make people trust you more!! Argh!! So dumb of me!! Need to repent big time!!! Dumb gal!! Bish! faint!!!

P.S: Sorry sorry!!! Andy Daddy... Oh no!! So argh!!! I'll try to remember the next time!! hahaa... Need to 'pu' my brain le!!!



Friday, August 24, 2007 '
*happy*
Hmmz.. This week was a good week i feel!! I mean well spend!! haha!! Every single day was sooo fruitful! But know what?! I need time to rest!! More time to sleep!! Gosh, i'm like sleeping at 2-3am in the morning EVERYDAY and waking up at 730AM in the morning!! Sometimes, it can be quite frustrating!! Ever heard of a sleepy man is an ANGRY man!! hahaha.. But dont worry, i'm not sooo bad!!

Today was just praying, singing some worship songs, as i sang, i begin to see visions like Joshua worship till he was lost in the Presence of GOd!! And how did Paul place everything he has at the feet of God!! Man, God just stirred up my faith once again!! haha.. I mean, isn't it good to be challenged spiritually?! I think its good!! Hmmz... I want to SAY I LOVE JESUS!! haha!! Opps.. Think i going crazy!! Ya!! I'm mad! But i'm just soooo happy!! *happy happy*



Thursday, August 23, 2007 '
Emails!!!
Man!! Posting this at this hour!! I think i'm a little not in my right mind!! 12.29am in the morning!! Boo!! Needa get my sleep!! But!!! I just need to blog this down!! Went to check my email 10MINS ago!! 10mins later!! From 4 unread mails to 14UNREAD mails!! Wah!! I'm seriously amazed!! haha.. To those who send me i'm not trying to ask you not to send me emails.. But i'm just amazed that with a short spans of 10mins!! I can actually receive 10emails!! Cannot imagine if i REPLIED to all and receiving! haha... Will i hit 20 mails every 10mins?!!! haha.. Ya!! Just a thought as i open my mail and felt like blogging it down!! haha!! Thank God for Emails!! Amen!! hahhaaha



Wednesday, August 22, 2007 '
Bs
gosh!! After so long of not having BS one to one, it seems a little weird! haha.. But it was a good time! Hmmz.. Went down to Church office right after work.. Oh, thanks daddy for the ride AGAIN! Otherwise, i think i'll take forever to reach.. haha.. Oh, did i say, Andy Daddy is back from Taiwan! And i receive this cutie little notepad from Emily Mummy!! So nice!!





Took a pic of it!! Cute right!! haha.. At least i feel so!! Thanks Mummy daddY!! Hmmz... I'm just so excited about what was being taught today! Being led by the Spirit! It's a matter of how willing are you to be led by the Spirit! Gosh!! I just love it!! haha.. Yes! Thanks to Jerb, who took time out to finish my last few lessons! haha.. Thanks jerb!



Tuesday, August 21, 2007 '
Prayer Meeting!
Man! Attended a Prayer meeting today!! IT was so exciting!! Being stirred up in my spirit man! So refreshing! It has also been quite a while since i get to sit with CG le!! I'm almost on duty everytime! So decided i need to spend some time with CG today! And i Thank God that it was a good time together! I mean catching up and etc... Though it was just a prayer meeting! But i enjoyed myself greatly!! The presence of God was there. Man, i was so tired, but God never failed to refresh us in so many ways... 2 hours for us to pray i seriously dont think it's enough! haha.. But then again, when God shows up, you dont know how long it will take! Gosh! So refreshed!!



Monday, August 20, 2007 '
Section Meeting
Man, I cannot imagine that i actuall took a public transport down to bugis after work for my section meeting today! I mean i was like so not use to it! But i cannot so dependance!! Must learn! haha.. Ya, it was a good time of fellowshipping! I mean we talk and have fun! I love the times when the leaders meet up and just fellowship.. No meeting and etc.. It's always very encouraging! hahaha... Yes!! And we also had Yan's farewell done today.

Yan, just wanna tell you that you have done a great job's in the ministry! Now that you are moving on, we wish you all the best! May you grow from glory to glory!! Jia You!!

Yes, Yan is moving on to GB, will miss the time that we serve together! Hmmz... And also did Zhen's birthday as well... Haha.. Cannot imagine the look that she had when she open the gift that we had prepared for her as a section! Hope you love that gift!!



Thursday, August 16, 2007 '
a day with smiles!!
Hmmz... Today was a GOOD day for me! haha.. Thank God for good day! Amen? In all things give Thanksgiving ma! haha.. Anyway, why was it a good day?? Because good things happened lor.. duh..

Anyway, i realise that small little things can actually make a person feels good and happy. But yet at the same time small little thing can just destroy your entire day! Hmmz.. Thanks to a few people who make my day today!! First is Jervios.. haha.. I'm seriously cant imagine how God moves! I lefr home as usual at 810am to work. On my way to the bus stop, the sky looks dark and it's like it gonna rain ANY time! So i was just making a SUPER short prayer in my heart saying, God, pls hold the rain till i reach office. But as i was waiting for the bus, it seems like it's gonna pour at any time! And the worst thing is I DO NOT HAVE AN UMBRELLA!! (For Your Info, i HATE to carry umbrella!) So i was then thinking in my heart, how good will it be if Jervios' car can turn and see me, then get me a free ride to office. And at that moment the traffic light (the one that Jervios will determine to turn or to go straight) turns green! So i was hoping!! And God was just soooo good!! I saw his car!! haha..!! I got a free ride to office!! Man!! Right after i step into the office, it started to pour!! Phew!! See, God answers he smallest prayer you have as well!! Then today, as my god-dad is not around (on leave) i got to go home myself.. But you know (laziness) i was not very willing.. haha... So asked Winnie if she can drop me off!! Man!! She was so nice to send me back as well!! haha.. And i was so happy.. Smiling as i come back home.. Then i kind of got this revelation.

Sometimes, there are so many things going on, there are things that can make us extremely happy and on the other hand, there are things that can make us extremely unhappy. It all depends on how you want to look at it and accept. I mean I can choose not to be happy over the ride to office and back home, because it is *soon lu* but i choose to be happy! Because i know all this are not coincident! But it's all God's incident! haha.. Ya, and i realise that these people make my day!! And i also some what realise that even a simple message like *good morning* or *how are you* can actually brightens up a person's day! But are we actually willing to make that effort to brighten up some one's day.. So everyday i think there are people who are there to brighten up day at least.. 1 of them i can think of is my god-daddy, because he always make the effort to drive me home!! Another person is the one who makes the effort to morning call me every morning(you know who you are la.. hehe)!! Without fail!! haha... ya.. All this are good things!!

Recently, i also realise that people are very selfish.. They always think for themselves first. If i dont survive then who will survive.. Hmmz.. I thought i have overcome the office politics. But erm.. It kinda failed me. But then again, just wanna thank those who were constantly by my side encouraging me and teaching me.. People like ting, Jean (both jeans) my Andy Daddy, Emily Mummy and of cos my mummy and so many more! thanks for being there for me!! haha.. ya..

Sigh!!! So fast!! Time flies!! Unknowingly!! It's coming to the end of the year! And i was just thinking to myself, if i were to look back at year 2007, will i regret? Regret that certain things i want to do, i did not fulfill and certain things that i thought will not happened, but it happened and bla bla.. I dare to say, i wont regret!! Even if i were to live life once again, do i still choose this path, to speak the truth, i will want to take a new way out! who dont regret over dumb mistakes but thank God for such dumb mistakes?! I do man! I thank God! Because it make me grow! To be more mature?! More dependant on God also! Ya!! I just wanna blog all this as time passed, as we all grow older.. i want to always remember what is going on in my life! haha.. So dot dot dot right.. faint..



Wednesday, August 15, 2007 '
*doubts*
Man, i just love to read people's blog nowadays!! Hmmz... Esp when people start to blog about how God has moved greatly in their lives!! haha..

Hmmz... I'm soooo sianz!! Like i'm gonna run out of things to blog!!! My life is sooo routine nowadays!! Like work, home, sleep. Work, home & sleep again! ExTremely sianz!! haha.. Oh, someone just came up to me and asked me, why am i soo commited to church. Making myself so lack of sleep and tired? I also wonder sometimes. But end of the day, i can only conclude one thing is that i enjoy what i'm doing! And on top of that, it is serving God! It just make me love Him even more. Where my treasures are, there my heart will be!! So that explains!! haha..

Sigh!! I want to whine! Can i whine here?! Argh! hahah

So much has happened that makes me want to explode!! I just cannot accept various things! And because i dont want to compromise, some people feels that i'm too stubborn! But yet on the other hand.... sigh!! I'm soooooooo sianz!! God!! Help me!



Tuesday, August 14, 2007 '
a post dedicated to you!
Today is JEAN CHU HUA JING's birthday!! haha.. So this post is dedicated to her!! haha

Happy Birthday gal!! This year has marked the 5th year of our friendship!! Man!! You're one of them that always stand by me!! Rmb the dreams that we shared together in the past!! haha.. Together with SK!! Yes!! Gal, i really miss ya lots!! Hmmz.. Though your recent trip back was a bit not very good, cos i complain so much to you, but yhet you never leave me alone!! Thanks for your listening ears!! Gal! I hope to see you REAL soon!! And may our friendship grow stronger and will be able to withstand the test of time!! All the best gal!! Jia you in Australia!! Love ya lots!!



Monday, August 13, 2007 '
my bravo 1!!!
Man!! This week! My first time on Bravo 1! It was a great experience! Like ithough i wont be a 1 this time, but God always do things in a way where we never expect!! haha.. ya, first time, something i think VERY cool happened, is that terraces were opened by itself!! haha.. Ya, in fact something happened that allow terraces to open. And Thank God, manage to contain the people, otherwise, like what 80 said, i sure lao kang(hokkien) one! haha... Hmmz.. I think it was a VERY good service! Thanks to those who were with me! You guys make my day man! haha.. I rmb there was this time, while they were laying Delta PIE. there was a group of people walking over towards Delta, and they were passing by my zone, which is Bravo, i think it was 80 who comm and said 'nat, go in front of you, hold that group of people, yes, that's right, them. Tell them, hold them' faint! i was like following instructions and at the same time, trying not to show it! haha.. Erm.. A bit hard to understand hor... haha.. But ya! Man, there are so much to talk about my duty! Shared so much with Jean & Ting.. Haha.. cos they know what was going on type! ahah.. yes!

And oh! Dr A R Bernard gave such a good word ytd! Though there were so so so many things going on on the set, but each time, when i hear a full sentence, it just impacted me sooo much! He was preaching on impacting and influencing the culture. Why people dont wanna reach out to the culture? Cos they fear that their walk with God will be drifted away... Hmmz.. like what ting said which hit me, it is not the culture's fault! but its our faith not strong enough to fight against it! Hmmz... Its just taught me to be a better child of God! haha... Man, i just love Dr A R Bernard lots!!! hahaha



Saturday, August 11, 2007 '
*cute*
Hmmz.. Have not been updating my blog!! Sorry!! ESp to my faithful readers!! i promise, i'll be faithful in updating my blog as of now! haha.. Anyway, today was just another normal day! Like just another day! but it cant be too normal, haha.. Ya, after work, Andy daddy send me home! So nice of him! Oh ya! I think i must really be very blessed! He practically sent me home every single day!! He nv reject me each time i asked him!! So nice right!! Thanks daddy!! And i mean ever since started work, he has been sending! So nice! hahah.. Hmmz.. Went for Cg today! It was super near my house lor!!! i'm happy about it! haha.. Ya, Charles had a very powerful i felt! Teaching us about godly discipline! How to handle distractions.. Esp in the world, there are just so many distractions! Countless! But i know we need to overcome this distractions! When you have a bad habit, you need to overcome it with a good habit! ya! And not to forget, i met this little cutie pie!! He is none other then Joash! A baby boy that i met in the CG today!! He is Sooooo cute! And he is not shy AT all!! This is a pic of him!
Nat & Joash!!
So cute?! haha.. Yes!! I think he is cute!



Friday, August 10, 2007 '
To my beloved SL!!
Oh before i forget to wish some important people happy birthday!!
That person is none other then my SL!! ShuZhen!! Thanks for being such a great leader in my life!! You always taught me so many things!! Always so willing to share so much with me!! Thanks for being that friend to me also!! Cause i'm not who i am without your moulding!! haha.. Once again! Happy Birthday!!! Love ya lots!!



Thursday, August 02, 2007 '
Successful
Just had dinner with my god parents.. haha... Hmmz.. While Daddy was busy talking to someone else, i had a SUPER long chat with my god mummy, man you'll be amazed by the things that she shared! Hmmz... what really caught my mind and leave a great impression was the concept of learning! when you pockets are full, that is because your brain is full! Why?Answered revealed!! haha... Because you are able to provide ideas and solutions to your company and career. But when your pockets are empty, this goes to show that your brain is the same as well.. In order to make sure that your pockets are full all the time, then you need to make sure that they are things in your brain! Man, it just kind of inspire people to keep learning, isnt it? And she was talking about some keys to being a successful person in the society! likewise, remember that Pst once preached that we should be an asset to the world, not another person that does not make any difference!

Thanks mummy for sharing soooo much!! Someone commented that i got a free lesson!! I mean they all paid to listen to talks and absorb from there, i'm kinda consider fortunate to have them teaching me!
And up till this moment, i seriously think that they are a pair of extremely cool couple!!!



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Natalie Tay
A pretty Girl
was born on 24 Dec 1989
is a Christian..


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ET zone
W351
E.G
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my Ex Section: 4S2
my Ex Team: 4S2C
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My Current Team: 4S5A
Choclates!!!
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knowing YOU! HAha

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1. My Taiwan Trip claimed on May 18-25 2008
2. Go KL Emerge or mission in Taiwan or Indonesia
3. A study Bible
4. An ultra Slim Bible
5. A new HP (N95)
6. A NEW com / lappy!!
7 .A personal digital cam
8. More Ed Hardy OR Skin!!
9. A new FORMAL Blazer!!!
10.More Shoes!! High Heels & Wedges all are welcome! Size 5
11.A New Wallet!!Thanks Clara!
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