Sunday, May 20, 2007 '
Temptations!
Went for CG today!! Man! Cg was good!! I mean though it was the same message as the combined Zone meeting, but the presence of God was just as strong! Once again, we had a great encounter with God today! It was never the same! Brokenness indeed brings upon Spiritual Hunger! How hungry are you this day?! hmm... God, I'm being starved for ages!! I need more of you!
Went for service as well!! it was just awesome! I remember we sang a new song.
Chorus
One Life, I lay at the alter,
One Love, i have give you.
Touch me again,
Fill me as you holds!
My outstretched arms..
one Word, You know i will follow,
One Heart, Broken to you
use me Again,
(Cant remember le) haha
Ya... God asked me this question during Service, with ONE word, GO, will you go?? I hesitated for a moment, not because i'm not willing, but i was reminded that how people do not want to follow after Him. Because of all any other reasons... Like Commitment level too high, Friends are more worth our time... Studying will help me future... I mean when i heard this, i just feel so sad for them.. Why do people wants to concentrate on the things that are visible and temporary? Not on the things that are eternity? I rather 'waste' time on Jesus then anything else!
I was then just reminded how i was tested during the week. My cousin asked me if i want to work. But is work 6 days a week. And immediately, i rejected. She asked why? I simply told her i want to go for CG and Service on Sat as well... Her ans was but sat and Sun also same message, go so many times for what. Waste time, waste transportation only. Though i did not reply, but i know 1 thing for sure, the presence of God is VERY difference. Once i missed it. i miss it! And My aunt and Mum begin to criticize me and about our church. At that moment, i questioned myself. Did i do or even say anything wrong?
God has confirm my Ans in Mathew 6:32-34
Therefore do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' For after all these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.
And at the moment. I was amazed! How you honor Him, He will Surely honor you back! And ya, i just love HIM even more today then yesterday! Thank You Jesus!
Went for service as well!! it was just awesome! I remember we sang a new song.
Chorus
One Life, I lay at the alter,
One Love, i have give you.
Touch me again,
Fill me as you holds!
My outstretched arms..
one Word, You know i will follow,
One Heart, Broken to you
use me Again,
(Cant remember le) haha
Ya... God asked me this question during Service, with ONE word, GO, will you go?? I hesitated for a moment, not because i'm not willing, but i was reminded that how people do not want to follow after Him. Because of all any other reasons... Like Commitment level too high, Friends are more worth our time... Studying will help me future... I mean when i heard this, i just feel so sad for them.. Why do people wants to concentrate on the things that are visible and temporary? Not on the things that are eternity? I rather 'waste' time on Jesus then anything else!
I was then just reminded how i was tested during the week. My cousin asked me if i want to work. But is work 6 days a week. And immediately, i rejected. She asked why? I simply told her i want to go for CG and Service on Sat as well... Her ans was but sat and Sun also same message, go so many times for what. Waste time, waste transportation only. Though i did not reply, but i know 1 thing for sure, the presence of God is VERY difference. Once i missed it. i miss it! And My aunt and Mum begin to criticize me and about our church. At that moment, i questioned myself. Did i do or even say anything wrong?
God has confirm my Ans in Mathew 6:32-34
Therefore do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' For after all these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.
And at the moment. I was amazed! How you honor Him, He will Surely honor you back! And ya, i just love HIM even more today then yesterday! Thank You Jesus!
Thursday, May 17, 2007 '
W351!! My beloved CG!!!
Wow!! Was just looking through all my zone members' blog!! Man!1 Getting cooler ar! haha.. Was just looking through San's blog! Man! I feel i have miss many things! I begin to miss my CG fellowship! I Seriously miss talking to everyone in my CG!! Though a new added member and is none other then SERENE HO PEI SHAN!!! Someone who was once a CG member of mine like 4years back?! Wow!! Amazed man!!! And now we are back in the same CG again!! haaha... Cool right! Goodness! I need to be with my CG more often!! *God, pls give me more time!* I miss you guys LOTS!!! I miss talking to people like Wendy, Elle, Nick and many more!! How can that be!! haha... Okay, i promise i will make effort and try to spend more time with you guys k?! Yeah!! Shall continue reading blogs!!
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*sickness*
Oh no!! I'm sick!! Sigh... got this real bad sore throat!! Pain!! Pain!! Cant stand it!! Bad cough, running nose and a dumb sore throat!! This means that a cough that i need to sit on it, a running nose that should stop running but start to walk and a throat that needs to be mended instead of being saw... hahaha... Okay, trying to make myself feel better, thus cracking lame jokes....*laugh*
Anyway, this sunday duty with Prayer meeting. God i need a voice to serve and pray! Pls heal me! Sigh...
Anyway, this sunday duty with Prayer meeting. God i need a voice to serve and pray! Pls heal me! Sigh...
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Loving Him more and more
Wow!! I'm just soooo amazed by the Presence of God today!! Oh ya.. Yet to say where i go.. haha.. I went for this Combined Zone meeting at Riverwalk... It was in the evening... Went down from office... Hmmz... Met Jean for brunch at 6PM!! Can you imagine! haha.. Took a toast!! That's it!! Goodness!! hahaha...
Anyway, was saying about the meeting. Was helping out to do ushering! haha.. Sounds usual to most of us right!? Like everywhere we go, we cant seems to get ushering out of our life now... Opps... But ya, was helping out in ushering throughout the whole meeting... Oh ya!! During worship! God showed me something I'm shocked! It was a vision... A poor woman sitting by in front of a throne... So assuming, that is the throne of God... That woman was clothe with rags looking type of clothes... And was holding on to a bowl... She was begging something... Then God spoke, this woman was hungry for the Presence of God. She wanted God to throw things into the bowl, and what is it? It is none other then the word of God! God showed me how to be broken in spirit, how to be hungry for the word... I was so shocked. i mean i told God that i want to be like her.. I just simply wants more of YOU!! And for a moment, i felt my spirit was being starved!!! Real starved!! As though for days and weeks i have not eaten anything from the LORD!! And i just begin to tear... The presence just keep on flowing.. So much so that i told God, i don't want to stop!! Let it go on!! Wow!!
And during ministry time (Laying of hands) we were still doing ushering.. (Can you imagine!) ahaha... Ya, but the Presence of God had never ceased! It was all along!! I just felt that each time i go to the front, i cant help but to tear... Then after most of then got laid, it's FINALLY our turn!! hahah.. Yes! Bang!! the presence of God just fall from heaven!! I mean, i was there crying like a little girl that just wants her Father.. I just want my Daddy God!! Wow.. The whole place was so GREAT!!! By the time i reach home, not washed up, not eaten, went to pray!! And guess what?!! The presence of God did not stop only at Riverwalk!! The presence was at my room too!! And i just cant help but to ask God for more! And more! And more! Wow!! And not realizing the time, i was dwelling in the presence for more then 1hour!! i mean i never being in the Presence for soo long... And that day, marked a new chapter in my life with Him! With my Daddy God!! Though wars may rise against me, for these i will not fear! For if my God is for me then WHO can be against me?! Gosh!! I'm so blown away! And i want to be more broken for Him!! Yes!! I know i will gonna experience Him more and more each day!! Yeah!!
I love You, Jesus!!! :)
Anyway, was saying about the meeting. Was helping out to do ushering! haha.. Sounds usual to most of us right!? Like everywhere we go, we cant seems to get ushering out of our life now... Opps... But ya, was helping out in ushering throughout the whole meeting... Oh ya!! During worship! God showed me something I'm shocked! It was a vision... A poor woman sitting by in front of a throne... So assuming, that is the throne of God... That woman was clothe with rags looking type of clothes... And was holding on to a bowl... She was begging something... Then God spoke, this woman was hungry for the Presence of God. She wanted God to throw things into the bowl, and what is it? It is none other then the word of God! God showed me how to be broken in spirit, how to be hungry for the word... I was so shocked. i mean i told God that i want to be like her.. I just simply wants more of YOU!! And for a moment, i felt my spirit was being starved!!! Real starved!! As though for days and weeks i have not eaten anything from the LORD!! And i just begin to tear... The presence just keep on flowing.. So much so that i told God, i don't want to stop!! Let it go on!! Wow!!
And during ministry time (Laying of hands) we were still doing ushering.. (Can you imagine!) ahaha... Ya, but the Presence of God had never ceased! It was all along!! I just felt that each time i go to the front, i cant help but to tear... Then after most of then got laid, it's FINALLY our turn!! hahah.. Yes! Bang!! the presence of God just fall from heaven!! I mean, i was there crying like a little girl that just wants her Father.. I just want my Daddy God!! Wow.. The whole place was so GREAT!!! By the time i reach home, not washed up, not eaten, went to pray!! And guess what?!! The presence of God did not stop only at Riverwalk!! The presence was at my room too!! And i just cant help but to ask God for more! And more! And more! Wow!! And not realizing the time, i was dwelling in the presence for more then 1hour!! i mean i never being in the Presence for soo long... And that day, marked a new chapter in my life with Him! With my Daddy God!! Though wars may rise against me, for these i will not fear! For if my God is for me then WHO can be against me?! Gosh!! I'm so blown away! And i want to be more broken for Him!! Yes!! I know i will gonna experience Him more and more each day!! Yeah!!
I love You, Jesus!!! :)
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 '
Colour of Mine brain
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 You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about the future, philosophy, and relationships (both personal and intellectual). |
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Sunday, May 06, 2007 '
Group 4 Breakfast
Yeah! Just had group 4 breakfast! Thank God, it was relatively successful... Hmmz.. Oh! Must thank my daddy for helping me to collect the food!! Thanks DAD!! Going to a deserted place and somewhere i dont even know it... haha...
I'm amazed that the food was gone very fast!! I hardly see the food! This just shows that the food are nice! haha! opps... Anyway, just wanna thank ALL those who came to help out early or even the whole preparation throughout! Without you guys, the breakfast will not be sooo successful! So once again thanks!! I hope and i pray that the upcoming breakfast will be much better then what we had previously....
I'm amazed that the food was gone very fast!! I hardly see the food! This just shows that the food are nice! haha! opps... Anyway, just wanna thank ALL those who came to help out early or even the whole preparation throughout! Without you guys, the breakfast will not be sooo successful! So once again thanks!! I hope and i pray that the upcoming breakfast will be much better then what we had previously....
Saturday, May 05, 2007 '
Wrong Timing
Oh man!! I feel like my body is getting into ALL wrong timings!! Sleeping early morning 5am and waking only at 1-2pm!! Oh man!! Can someone save me from this so not right timing? haha... Goodness!! Cannot imagine that on Sat nights i'm not sleeping but yet watching tv with my cousins and my nephew!! Faint! Anyway, i need to catch a NAP now!! Need to go expo for support later on!! And look at the timing now!! 5.12am!! God!! Got to go now!!
